Scheherazade: a London night's entertainmentWarden, Florence
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Scheherazade: a London night's entertainment
Warden, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century
The girl was looking away from him, still sitting very upright, and
drinking in his words with an intent expression on her face. At last
she turned her head slowly, and her eyes, mournful and earnest, gazed
full into those of the young man, who had poured out his appeal with
passionate excitement, and now sat, flushed and eager, awaiting her
answer.
“Can you wait for my reply till to-morrow?” she asked, with a
curiously searching expression.
“Why to-morrow? What would you know to-morrow that you don’t know
to-night?”
“You are going to see the girl to-night!” said Ella, with a sudden
inspiration.
“If you will not have me--yes. It is a promise. If you, now that you
know everything, will take me, I hold myself absolved from a promise
to another woman, and before Heaven I swear that you will have nothing
more to fear; I will never see her again. Only a woman can drive
another woman out of a man’s head. Ella, no one has ever crept so near
to my heart as you. Will you come right in?”
If she had not cared for him so much, she would have said yes. But the
tenderness she had long secretly felt, without owning it to herself,
for the handsome young officer, made her timid. If she were to marry
him, she, with the fierce depths of unsuspected passion she felt
stirring at her heart, would adore him, would be at his mercy, bereft
of the shield of sarcasm and reserve with which she could hide her
weakness now. She knew that the feeling which brought him to her was
not so strong as, though it was probably better than, that which
impelled him away. She dared not risk so much on a single stroke.
Yearning, doubt, fear, resolution, all passed so quickly through her
mind that she had kept him waiting for his reply very few moments when
she rose, and with a face as still and set as if she had not for a
moment wavered, she said:
“I can give you no answer now. If you are in the same mind a month
hence, ask me again.”
George gave a hard laugh as he too rose.
“It will be too late,” he said coldly. “But I thank you for hearing
me. Good-night.”
He shook hands with her in a mechanical manner, not even noticing in
his agitation the nervous pressure of her fingers. If he had looked
again in her face he would have seen that she relented; as it was, he
was at the other end of the room taking leave of her father and mother
before she had time to realise the decisiveness of the step she had
taken. Scourging herself with reproaches, remorseful, miserable, Ella
Millard got little sleep that night.
George Lauriston had hardly got half-a-dozen yards from the house when
he heard Lord Florencecourt’s short, youthful step behind him, and a
moment later the Colonel had slipped his arm through his, with a
friendliness he showed to no one but his favourite.
“Well, George, which of the two is it?” he asked in a much more genial
tone than usual.
“Which of the two!” repeated Lauriston vaguely.
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