You are the bellows and the fan to my desire: yet as soon as you see the
flame, you shrink and leave me.
MISS FITTON:
[_Regarding him curiously._] It is hard to please you now.
SHAKESPEARE:
You don’t try often—nor long.
MISS FITTON:
[_Shrugs her shoulders._] You make it hard for me to come again.
SHAKESPEARE:
[_Goes and kneels at her feet as she is sitting, and puts his hands on
her waist._] Why don’t you try to cure me another way? Why not come and
give yourself to me, till, surfeited with sweet, the appetite may die?
That is the cure of love. Cure me like that!
MISS FITTON:
It might take long. But I like you better as you are now.
SHAKESPEARE:
Do you! Ah! [_Putting his head back._] If you knew the maddening hours I
spend, longing, waiting, hoping, fearing, you would pity me. There is a
martyrdom in love. I live in purgatory; burning now with hell’s fevers,
and now my fiend comes and my dungeon, flame-lit, is more lovely-fair
than Heaven. When you have gone the air will sing of you; I close my
eyes and hear the rustle of your garments, and [_putting his hands to
his face_] on my hands there lingers the perfume of your beauty. [_He
buries his face in her dress, then rises gravely._] You once said love
would keep love; I love you, Mary, to madness.
MISS FITTON:
[_Rises, too._] I am fond of you, too; do not doubt it.
SHAKESPEARE:
Come, then [_putting his arm round her and drawing her towards the inner
room_], and I will be what you like; one short half-hour——
MISS FITTON:
[_Frees herself._] No, no; I must be gone. What time is it? I must be
back before the dinner; I must.
SHAKESPEARE:
You make me hate you! To be refused and shamed.... My first thought was
right.
MISS FITTON:
Your first thought?
SHAKESPEARE:
That damned boy!
MISS FITTON:
Herbert! [_Hurriedly._] I have not seen him for days and days. Has he
been here?
SHAKESPEARE:
He’s not likely to come here. Damn him!
MISS FITTON:
[_Takes up her hat and begins to put it on; she puts her hair right with
the hand-glass and then moves to the door and takes up her horseman’s
coat from the settle; all this while Shakespeare sits with his head on
his hand. She moves across and stands beside him, and then puts her hand
on his shoulder._] You make it hard for me to come! You are so
moody-sullen. What would you have me do?
SHAKESPEARE:
[_Looking down._] Love me, that’s all [_As if to himself._]—it isn’t
much. Give me love’s ecstasy, the joy that beggars thanks; the life that
is divine. Love is my mortal sickness, love!
MISS FITTON:
You should rouse yourself: you are moody.
SHAKESPEARE:
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