French fiction -- 19th century; Sand, George, 1804-1876
Never had Lionel seen Lavinia so fascinating. For an instant, he was on
the point of falling at her feet and asking pardon; but the placid smile
that he saw on her face restored to him the modicum of bitterness
necessary to enable him to carry through the interview with every
appearance of dignity.
In default of suitable words, he took from his breast a carefully sealed
package, and said, in a firm voice, as he placed it on the table:
"You see, madame, that I have obeyed like a slave; may I believe that my
liberty will be restored to me from to-day?"
"It seems to me," rejoined Lavinia, with a somewhat melancholy
playfulness, "that your liberty has not been very tightly chained, Sir
Lionel! As a matter of fact, have you remained all this time in my
fetters? I confess that I had not flattered myself that such was the
fact."
"Oh! madame, in heaven's name, let us not jest! Is not this a melancholy
moment?"
"It is an old tradition," she replied, "a conventional _dénouement_, an
inevitable climax in all love-stories. And if, when two people were
writing to each other, they were thoroughly impressed with the fact that
in the future they would have to wrest their letters from each other
with suspicion---- But no one ever thinks of it. At twenty years, we
write with a sense of the utmost security, because we have exchanged
eternal oaths; we smile with pity when we think of the commonplace
results of all the passions that we see dying out; we are proud to
believe that we shall prove an exception to this great law of human
fickleness! Noble error, blessed conceit, wherein are born the grandeur
and the illusions of youth! isn't that so, Lionel?"
Lionel remained dumb with stupefaction. This sadly philosophical
language, although natural enough in Lavinia's mouth, seemed to him a
ghastly contradiction, for he had never seen her so: he had seen her, a
weak child, abandon herself blindly to all the errors of life, yield
herself trustfully to all the tempests of passion; and, when he had left
her crushed with grief, he had heard her continue to protest eternal
fidelity to the author of her despair.
But to hear her thus pronounce sentence of death on all the illusions of
the past, was a painful and ghastly thing. That woman who survived
herself, so to speak, and who was not afraid to deliver a funeral
oration on her own life, was a profoundly depressing spectacle, which
Lionel could not witness without a pang. He could think of nothing to
say in reply. He knew better than any one all that might be said in such
cases, but he had not the courage to help Lavinia to commit suicide.
As he twisted and turned the package of letters in his hand in his
embarrassment, she continued:
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