French fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, French -- Translations into English
“What!” he cried piteously at last, “show you my creation, my bride?
Rend the veil that has kept my happiness sacred? It would be an
infamous profanation. For ten years I have lived with her; she is mine,
mine alone; she loves me. Has she not smiled at me, at each stroke
of the brush upon the canvas? She has a soul--the soul that I have
given her. She would blush if any eyes but mine should rest on her. To
exhibit her! Where is the husband, the lover so vile as to bring the
woman he loves to dishonor? When you paint a picture for the court, you
do not put your whole soul into it; to courtiers you sell lay figures
duly colored. My painting is no painting, it is a sentiment, a passion.
She was born in my studio, there she must dwell in maiden solitude,
and only when clad can she issue thence. Poetry and women only lay the
last veil aside for their lovers. Have we Rafael’s model, Ariosto’s
Angelica, Dante’s Beatrice? Nay, only their form and semblance. But
this picture, locked away above in my studio, is an exception in our
art. It is not a canvas, it is a woman--a woman with whom I talk. I
share her thoughts, her tears, her laughter. Would you have me fling
aside these ten years of happiness like a cloak? Would you have me
cease at once to be father, lover, and creator? She is not a creature,
but a creation.
“Bring your young painter here. I will give him my treasures; I will
give him pictures by Correggio and Michelangelo and Titian; I will kiss
his footprints in the dust; but make him my rival! Shame on me. Ah!
ah! I am a lover first, and then a painter. Yes, with my latest sigh
I could find strength to burn my ‘Belle Noiseuse’; but--compel her to
endure the gaze of a stranger, a young man and a painter!--Ah! no, no!
I would kill him on the morrow who should sully her with a glance! Nay,
you, my friend, I would kill you with my own hands in a moment if you
did not kneel in reverence before her! Now, will you have me submit my
idol to the careless eyes and senseless criticisms of fools? Ah! love
is a mystery; it can only live hidden in the depths of the heart. You
say, even to your friend, ‘Behold her whom I love,’ and there is an end
of love.”
The old man seemed to have grown young again; there was light and life
in his eyes, and a faint flush of red in his pale face. His hands
shook. Porbus was so amazed by the passionate vehemence of Frenhofer’s
words that he knew not what to reply to this utterance of an emotion as
strange as it was profound. Was Frenhofer sane or mad? Had he fallen a
victim to some freak of the artist’s fancy? or were these ideas of his
produced by the strange light-headedness which comes over us during the
long travail of a work of art. Would it be possible to come to terms
with this singular passion?
Harassed by all these doubts, Porbus spoke--“Is it not woman for
woman?” he said. “Does not Poussin submit his mistress to your gaze?”
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