French fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, French -- Translations into English
“He, poor fellow, loved me sincerely in his soul. His soul! Had he
a soul? He was one of those hard, prosaic men who have not even the
elegance of vice or the glitter of falsehood. He was struck only by my
beauty; he took no pains to discover my heart. This was not disdain on
his part, it was incapacity. Had he found in me the power of loving,
he would not have known how to respond to it. I do not think there
ever lived a man more wedded to material things than poor Larrieux. He
ate with delight, and fell asleep in all the armchairs; the remainder
of the time he took snuff. He was always occupied in satisfying some
appetite. I do not think he had one idea a day. And yet, my dear
friend, will you believe it? I never had the energy to get rid of him;
for sixty years he was my torment. Constantly offended by my repulses,
yet constantly drawn to me by the very obstacles I placed in the way of
his passion, he had for me the most faithful, the most undying, the
most wearisome love that ever man felt for woman.”
“I am surprised,” said I, “that in the course of your life you never
met a man capable of understanding you, and worthy of converting you
to real love. Must we conclude that the men of to-day are superior to
those of other times?”
“That would be a great piece of vanity on your part,” she answered,
smiling. “I have little reason to speak well of the men of my own time;
yet I doubt, too, whether you have made much progress; but I will not
moralize. The cause of my misfortune was entirely within myself. I had
no tact, no judgment. A woman as proud as I was should have possessed
a superior character, and should have been able to distinguish at a
glance many of the insipid, false, insignificant men who surrounded
me. I was too ignorant, too narrow-minded for this. As I lived on I
acquired more judgment and have learned that several of the objects of
my hatred deserved far other feelings.”
“And while you were young,” I rejoined, “were you never tempted to make
a second trial? Was this deep-rooted aversion never shaken off? It is
strange.”
The Marquise was silent, then hastily laying her gold snuff-box on the
table--“I have begun my confession,” said she, “and I will acknowledge
everything. Listen. Once, and only once, I have loved, with a love as
passionate and indomitable as it was imaginative and ideal. For you
see, my child, you young men think you understand women, but you know
nothing about them. If many old women of eighty were occasionally to
tell you the history of their loves, you would perhaps find that the
feminine soul contains sources of good and evil of which you have no
idea. And now, guess what was the rank of the man for whom I entirely
lost my head--I, a Marquise, and prouder and haughtier than any other.”
“The King of France, or the Dauphin, Louis XIV.”
“Oh, if you go on in that manner, it will be three hours before you
come to my lover. I prefer to tell you at once--he was an actor.”
“A king, notwithstanding, I imagine.”
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