French fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, French -- Translations into English
“He knelt before me. I could not help stretching out my hand to him, he
seemed so submissive, so fearful of displeasing me. A man sufficiently
in love to tremble before a woman was rare in those times, and this
one was thirty-five and an actor.
“It seemed to me then, it seems to me still, that he was in the first
bloom of youth. In his white dress he looked like a young page; his
forehead had all the purity, his heart all the ardor of a first love.
He took my hands and covered them with kisses. My senses seemed to
desert me; I caressed his burning forehead, his stiff, black hair, and
the brown neck which disappeared in the soft whiteness of his collar.
He wept like a woman; I was overwhelmed with surprise.
“I wept delicious tears. I compelled him to raise his head and look at
me. How splendid, how tender were his eyes! How much fascination his
warm, true soul communicated to the very defects of his face, and the
scars left upon it by time and toil! When I saw the premature wrinkles
upon his beautiful forehead, when I saw the pallor of his lips, the
languor of his smile, my heart was melted. I felt that I must needs
weep for his griefs, his disappointments, the labors of his life. I
identified myself with him in all his sorrows, even that of his long,
hopeless love for me, and I had but one wish--to compensate him for the
ills he had suffered.
“My dear Lelio, my great Rodrigue, my beautiful Don Juan! He spoke to
me, he told me how from a dissipated actor I had made him a man full of
life and ardor; how I had raised him in his own eyes, and restored to
him the illusions of his youth; he spoke of his respect, his veneration
for me, of his contempt for the species of love which was then in
fashion. Never did a man with more penetrating eloquence speak to the
heart of a woman; never did Racine make love utter itself with such
conviction of its own truth, such poetry, such strength. Everything
elevated and profound, everything sweet and fiery which passion can
inspire, lay in his words, his face, his eyes, his caresses. Alas! did
he deceive himself! Was he playing a part?”
“I certainly do not think so,” I cried, looking at the Marquise. She
seemed to grow young as she spoke; and, like the fairy Urgela, to cast
off her hundred years. I know not who has said that a woman’s heart has
no wrinkles.
“Listen to the end,” said she. “I threw my arms around his neck; I
shivered as I touched the satin of his coat, as I breathed the perfume
of his hair. My emotion was too violent and I fainted.
“He recalled me to myself by his prompt assistance. I found him still
kneeling at my feet. ‘Pity me, kill me,’ cried he. He was paler and far
more ill than I.
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