Russian fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, Russian -- Translations into English
“Your old father entreats you. No, little Vera, he supplicates. He
weeps. He never has wept before. Your sorrow, little child, your
sufferings--they are also mine. Greater than mine.”
Father Ignatius shook his head.
“Greater, Verochka. What is death to an old man like me? But you--if
you only knew how delicate and weak and timid you are! Do you recall
how you bruised your finger once and the blood trickled and you cried
a little? My child! I know that you love me, love me intensely. Every
morning you kiss my hand. Tell me, do tell me, what grief troubles your
little head, and I--with these hands--shall smother your grief. They
are still strong, Vera, these hands.”
The hair of Father Ignatius shook.
“Tell me!”
Father Ignatius fixed his eyes on the wall, and wrung his hands.
“Tell me!”
Stillness prevailed in the room, and from afar was heard the prolonged,
interrupted whistle of a locomotive.
Father Ignatius, gazing out of his dilated eyes, as if there had
suddenly arisen before him the frightful phantom of the mutilated
corpse, slowly raised himself from his knees, and, making an
incredulous motion, reached for his head with his hand, with spread
and tensely stiffened fingers. Making a step toward the door, Father
Ignatius whispered brokenly:
“Tell me!”
And he was answered by silence.
IV
The next day, after an early and lonely dinner, Father Ignatius went
to the graveyard, for the first time since his daughter’s death. It
was warm, deserted, and still; it seemed more like a brilliantly clear
night. Following habit, Father Ignatius straightened his back with
effort, looked severely about him, and thought that he was the same as
formerly; he was conscious neither of the new, terrible weakness in his
legs, nor that his long beard had become entirely white, as if a hard
frost had hit it. The road to the graveyard led through a long, direct
street, slightly on an upward incline, and at its termination loomed
the arch of the graveyard gate, resembling a dark, perpetually open
mouth, edged with glistening teeth.
Vera’s grave was situated in the depth of the grounds, where the sandy
little pathways ended, and for a considerable time Father Ignatius was
obliged to blunder along the narrow footpaths which led in a broken
line between green mounds, forgotten and abandoned by all. Here and
there appeared sloping tombstones, green with age, broken railings, and
large, heavy stones planted in the ground, and seemingly crushing it
with some cruel, ancient spite.
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