Russian fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, Russian -- Translations into English
With terror, Father Ignatius felt pouring into his ear something
cold as of the grave, which froze his marrow; Vera seemed to be
speaking--speaking, however, with the same unbroken silence. This
feeling became more racking and terrible, and when Father Ignatius
finally forced himself to wrench away his head, his face was as pale as
that of a corpse, and he fancied that the entire atmosphere trembled
and palpitated from a resounding silence, and that this terrible sea
was being swept by a wild hurricane. The silence strangled him; with
icy waves it rolled through his head and agitated the hair; it smote
against his breast, which groaned under the blows. Trembling from head
to foot, casting around him sharp and sudden glances, Father Ignatius
slowly raised himself and with a prolonged and torturous effort
attempted to straighten his spine and to give proud dignity to his
trembling body. He succeeded in this. With measured protractedness,
Father Ignatius shook the dirt from his knees, put on his hat, made
the sign of the cross three times over the grave, and walked away with
an even and firm gait, not recognizing, however, the familiar burial
ground and losing his way.
“Well, here I’ve gone astray!” smiled Father Ignatius, halting at the
branching of the footpaths.
He stood there for a moment, and, unreflecting, turned to the left,
because it was impossible to stand and to wait. The silence drove
him on. It arose from the green graves; it was the breath issuing
from the gray, melancholy crosses; in thin, stifling currents it came
from all pores of the earth, satiated with the dead. Father Ignatius
increased his stride. Dizzy, he circled the same paths, jumped over
graves, stumbled across railings, clutching with his hands the prickly,
metallic garlands, and turning the soft material of his dress into
tatters. His sole thought was to escape. He fled from one place to
another, and finally broke into a dead run, seeming very tall and
unusual in the flowing cassock, and his hair streaming in the wind. A
corpse arisen from the grave could not have frightened a passer-by more
than this wild figure of a man, running and leaping, and waving his
arms, his face distorted and insane, and the open mouth breathing with
a dull, hoarse sound. With one long leap, Father Ignatius landed on a
little street, at one end of which appeared the small church attached
to the graveyard. At the entrance, on a low bench, dozed an old man,
seemingly a distant pilgrim, and near him, assailing each other, were
two quarreling old beggar women, filling the air with their oaths.
When Father Ignatius reached his home, it was already dusk, and there
was light in Olga Stepanovna’s chamber. Not waiting to undress, or even
to remove his hat, Father Ignatius, dusty and tattered, approached his
wife and fell on his knees.
“Mother ... Olga ... have pity on me!” he wept. “I shall go mad.”
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