English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
Such reflections as these have often haunted me, and my mind was
confusedly feeling for some key to the whole mystery as I stood by the
death-bed of old Henry Sturton. He had been fatally injured by a motor
omnibus as he stood in the gutter with his pitiful tray of useless
twopenny toys. No one else had been hurt; the accident would have
been no accident, nothing more than a violent and harmless skidding
of the juggernaut, if Henry Sturton had not been standing on that
precise spot. A difference of a few inches either way would have saved
him. As it was the whole performance seemed to have been fastidiously
planned in order to destroy him. And in his pocket they had found a
begging letter addressed to me that he had perhaps forgotten to post.
Or it may be that for once he had honestly intended to stamp it? I
had egotistically wondered if I was the person for whose benefit this
casual killing had been undertaken.
When I reached the hospital, he was either asleep or unconscious, but
they allowed me to wait within the loop of the screen that was to hide
the spectacle of his passing from the other patients in the ward. And
I stood there pondering on the marvel of the bodily functions. I got no
further than that until he opened his eyes and I saw my vision.
He had been a gross man. I had always disliked and despised him since
a certain occasion on which I had lunched with him at his Club. That
was more than twenty years ago. I was young then, full of eagerness for
the spiritual adventure of life, and he was a successful business man
of nearly fifty, coarse and stupid, drugged by his perpetual indulgence
in physical satisfactions. But, indeed, he had always been stupid. He
was, I have heard, the typical lout of his school, too lethargic to
be vicious, living entirely, as it seemed, for his stomach and his
bed. Heaven knows what his life would have been, if he had always been
forced to work for his bare living, but Providence has a habit of
pandering to fat men, and he succeeded to his father’s business, and
let it run itself on its own familiar lines.
He had never married. He was too selfish for that, but he had, so
someone told me, bought and mistreated more than one young woman for
his own office--his only positive sin in the eyes of the moralists;
though I used to feel that his whole existence was one vast
overwhelming sin from first to last. That, however, is the common error
of judgment of the ascetic, self-immolating type.
He found no friends when his business failed. His intimates were men of
the same calibre as himself, and rejected him in those circumstances
as he would have rejected them. The failure itself was an unlucky
accident. The man who ran the business proved unfaithful; he was
the victim of a confidence that begot in him the lust for power. He
gambled, lost, and absconded.
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