English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
Sturton’s descent into the gutter was delayed for a few years by a
clerical appointment he begged from some firm with whom he had traded
before his bankruptcy. The appointment could not have been lucrative.
He attended the office every day, but nothing else seemed to have
been expected of him. He could have been capable of nothing else.
Whatever his potentialities may once have been, they were hopelessly
stultified by then. I used to meet him now and again in those days of
his clerkship; and let him gorge himself at my expense. That was his
single pleasure and desire. Poverty had exaggerated the cravings of his
gluttony.
And as I stood respectfully within the fold of the screen and looked
down at the flabby coarseness of the horrible old man in the bed,
I reflected that his body must in its own way have represented a
highly successful community of cells. There had been no distractions
of purpose in the entity we knew as Henry Sturton; no rending
uncertainties to upset his nerves and interfere with the steady
industry of his bodily functions.
I was thinking that when he opened his eyes and I caught a glimpse
of the fierce and splendid thing his body had always hidden from us.
I saw it then, beyond any shadow of doubt--the spirit that had been
imprisoned for seventy years, lying in wait eternally patient and
vigilant, for this one brief instant of expression. It looked at me
without recognition, yet with an amazing intensity, as if it knew that
all its long agony of suppression would find no other compensation than
this. So near release, his soul, still longing to touch life at some
point, had seized its opportunity when that intolerably gross barrier
of his body had been mangled and dislocated by this long-delayed
accident.
Then Henry Sturton coughed, and I saw the beautiful eager stare die out
of his eyes, and give place to that look of gross desire I had always
loathed. Even then, I believe, he craved for food. But the next moment
his eyes closed and his lips spurted a stream of blood.
The nurse was with him instantly, pushing me aside. I took advantage
of her preoccupation to stay till the end. I hoped for one more sight
of his soul. I thought it might take advantage of another intermission
before the work of the community was abruptly closed. But I did not see
it again.
He spoke once, two minutes before he died.
“God blast,” was what he said.
THE CONVERT
For the first time in his life, Henry Wolverton had been seriously
upset.
His had been an orderly life. Even when he was at Shrewsbury, he had
escaped bullying and other disturbances. He had been marked out as a
future scholar who would be a credit to the school; and his calm air of
reserve had also protected him. He might be classed as a “swat,” but he
was not the kind of swat who gets singled out for bullying. He was no
good at games, but he had a handsome, dignified presence, and he was
never known to put on side.
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