Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
The winter and cold wet spring dragged by. Day by day life
varied very little. In the morning after breakfast, if it was
fairly fine, a visit would be paid to Kensington Gardens, a
dull business; for the Round Pond was not visited, and indeed
the Gardens were only penetrated as far as the Palace, with
occasional promenades along the flower-walk for a treat. Treats
were important factors in Michael’s life. Apparently anything
even mildly pleasant came under the category of treats. It was
a treat to walk on the grass in the Gardens; it was a treat to
help to push Stella’s perambulator; it was a treat to have the
sponge floating beside him in the bath, to hum, to laugh, to
read, to stay up one minute after half-past six, to accompany
Nurse on her marketing, and most of all to roll the slabs of
unbaked dough down in the kitchen. The great principle of a
treat was its rarity. As anything that had to be asked for
became a treat automatically and as the mere fact of asking was
made a reason for refusing to grant a treat, the sacred
infrequency of the treat was secured. The result of this was
that the visit to Kensington Gardens instead of
being the jolly business it seemed to be for other children,
became a tantalizing glimpse of an unattainable paradise.
Michael would stand enraptured by the March winds, every
impulse bidding him run and run eternally through the blowy
spring weather; yet if he so much as climbed the lowest rung
of the scaly part-railings, if he dallied one moment to watch
a kite launched on the air, Nanny would haul him back to the
perambulator’s side. As for talking to other children, not
even could the magic treat effect that. If Nurse was to be
believed, conversation with strange children was the lowest
depth to which human nature could sink. The enforced
solitariness of his life bred in Michael a habit of
contemplation. Much of his morning walk was passed in a dream,
in which he seemed to be standing still while the world of
houses and trees and railings and people swam by him unheeded.
This method of existence led to several unpleasant shocks, as
when he walked into a lamp-post and bruised his nose. Nanny
used to jeer at him, calling him Little Johnny Head-in-air;
but Michael was so much used to her derogatory opinions that
he cared very little and made no attempt to cure himself of
the habit, but even encouraged himself to put himself into
these nihilistic trances.
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