Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
It was probably owing to this habit that one morning Michael,
looking round in Kensington Gardens, could discern no familiar
figure. He was by himself in the middle of a broad gravel walk.
Nurse and the perambulator had vanished. For a moment a
sickening horror seized him. He would never see Carlington Road
again; he would never see Stella or his mother; he would never
go to the seaside; he was lost. Then he recalled to himself the
knowledge of his name and address: he reassured himself by
repeating both aloud, Charles Michael Saxby Fane, 64 Carlington
Road, Kensington. A name and address he had often been warned
was a talisman to enlist
the service of policemen. His heart beat more gently again; his
breathing became normal. He looked around him at the world seen
for the first time with freedom’s eyes. With waves of scent the
beds of hyacinths impressed themselves upon his memory. He was
free under a great gusty sky, free to climb railings, to pick
up shells from the gravel walk, to lie on his back in the grass
and brood upon the huge elm-trees that caught the clouds in
their net. Michael wandered along to a drinking-fountain to
which, access had often been forbidden. He drank four cups of
water from the captive metal mug: he eyed curiously the many
children who, as free as himself, ran up and down the steps of
the fountain. He wished for barley-sugar that he might offer it
to them and earn their approbation and company. He was
particularly attracted to one group consisting of three funny
little girls with splashed pinafores and holes in their
stockings, and of two little boys with holes in their
knickerbockers and half-peeled sticks. The group moved away
from the fountain and Michael followed at a distance. The group
turned somersaults over the highest railings and Michael
watched it hungrily. The group strolled on, the girls
nonchalant and enlaced, the boys still peeling their sticks
with perseverance. Michael squeezed through the railings, and
followed in the group’s wake. The two boys finished peeling
their sticks and pushed over in a heap the three little girls.
There was laughter and shouting, and a confusion of pinafores
and black stockings and hair and caps. Michael stood close to
them, wide-eyed with admiration. Suddenly the group realized
his propinquity and flocked together critically to eye him,
Michael became self-conscious and turned away; he heard
giggling and spluttering. He blushed with shame and began to
run. In a moment he fell over a turret of grass and the group
jeered openly. He picked himself up and fled towards the gate
of the Gardens, anxious only to escape
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