Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
He would sit all the night time at his window,
aware of kisses. Was this the emotion that prompted poets to
their verses? Michael broke his trance to search for paper and
pencil, and wrote ecstatically.
In the morning, when he read what he had written, he hastily tore it
up, and made up his mind that the Earl’s Court Exhibition would feed
his fire more satisfactorily than bad verses. Half a guinea would buy a
season-ticket, and July should be a pageant of sensations.
Every night Michael went to Earl’s Court, and here a hundred brilliant
but evanescent flames were kindled in his heart, just as in the
Exhibition gardens every night for three hours the fairy-lamps spangled
the edge of the paths in threads of many-tinted lights. Michael always
went alone, because he did not desire any but his own discoveries to
reward his excited speculation. At first he merely enjoyed the
sensation of the slow stream of people that continually went up and
down, or strolled backwards and forwards, or circled round the
bandstand that was set out like a great gaudy coronet upon the
parterres of lobelias and geraniums and calceolarias that with
nightfall came to seem brocaded cushions.
It was a time profitable with a thousand reflections, this
crowded hour of the promenade. There was always the mesmeric
sighing of silk skirts and the ceaseless murmur of
conversation; there was the noise of the band and the
tapping of canes; there was, in fact, a regularity of sound
that was as infinitely soothing as breaking waves or a
wind-ruffled wood. There were the sudden provocative glances
which flashed as impersonally as precious stones, and yet
lanced forth a thrill that no faceted gem could give. There
were hands whose white knuckles, as they rippled over
Michael’s hands in some momentary pressure of the throng, gave
him a sense of being an instrument upon which a chord had been
clearly struck. There were strands of hair that floated
against his cheeks with a strange, but exquisitely elusive
intimacy of communication. It was all very intoxicating and
very sensuous; but the spell crept over him as imperceptibly
as if he were merely yielding himself to the influence of a
beautiful landscape, as if he were lotus-eating in a solitude
created by numbers.
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