Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Michael’s mother came home towards the end of July, and Madame
Flauve vanished to her husband and house and furniture. Michael
did not regret her. Mrs. Fane asked him many questions and
particularly she wanted to know if he was perfectly happy.
Michael said ‘yes,’ and his mother seemed satisfied. She was
now very much taken up with Stella, who was a lovely little
girl with grey eyes and light brown glinting hair. Michael did
not exactly feel jealous of his sister, but he had an emotion
of disappointment that no longer could he be alone with his
mother in a fragrant intimacy from which the perpetually
sleeping Stella was excluded. Now Stella no longer slept all
the time, but, on the contrary, was very much awake and very
eager to be entertained. Michael also felt a twinge of regret
that Stella should be able out of her own self to entertain
grown-up people. He wished that he could compose these
wonderful, endless songs of hers. He could not but admit that
they were wonderful, and exactly like real poetry. To be sure
their subjects were ordinary enough. There was no magic in
them. Stella would simply sing of getting up in the morning and
of the morning bath and the towel and the bread and milk for
breakfast. She would sing, too, of the ride in the perambulator
and of the ladies who paid her compliments as she passed. It
was a little galling to Michael that he, so long his mother’s
only companion, should have to share her love with such an
insidious rival. Curious men with long hair came to the house,
apparently just to see Stella; for they took no notice
at all of Michael. These long-haired visitors would sit round
in the drawing-room, while Stella played at the piano pieces
that were not half so hummable as those which Michael had
already learned to play in violent allegretto. Stella would
sit upright in her starchiest frock and widest sash and play
without any music a long and boring noise that made Michael
feel very fidgety. He would endure it for a while and then he
would have to go out of the room. The first time he had done
this he had expected somehow that people would run after him
to bring him back. But nobody moved. Everyone was intent upon
Stella and her noise. They were all grunting and clearing
their throats and making unintelligible exclamations. Michael
was glad that they had begun to build houses in the waste
ground opposite. It was better to watch men climbing up
ladders and walking over planks and messing with lumps of
mortar than to sit there among those guttural men in an
atmosphere of Stella worship. He felt sometimes that he would
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