Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
Arthur had truly said that Honor knew but little of the world. She had
heard and read scarcely anything of love and lovers, but her woman’s
instinct warned her, as it would have warned any delicate-minded woman,
that this confidence on Vavasour’s part was one of which he ought to be
ashamed. Nature had given her a loyal heart, and it was _not_
loyal--there especially, and almost as it were within earshot of the
girl who trusted him--to confide to her his repugnance to a marriage
from which he owned he was to “suck out no small advantage.” Her
judgment might be warped by her pity and by the pride she took in
Arthur’s companionship, but nothing could, in her eyes, totally excuse
him; and moreover she was too thoroughly womanly not to feel some
compassion for the girl who was to be the joint victim of Mr. Vavasour’s
necessities.
It was this compassion, this truly feminine feeling for one whose
sorrows she was so well able to understand, that prompted Honor’s reply,
and encouraged her to be brave.
“I don’t like to hear you talk in this way, Mr. Vavasour,” she said, her
heart beating rather quickly as she summoned all her resolution to her
aid. “It isn’t right--indeed, indeed it isn’t. If you do not love this
poor young lady, you ought never to have said it--to me--to anyone--not
even to yourself. What good _can_ it do now to say such things?
Nothing--you know it can’t; and besides, you will be happy, I am sure
you will, after you are married--I--”
“Are _you_ so very happy?” he said meaningly, and stopping in his walk
to look into the depths of her violet eyes. “Are you certain, from your
own experience, that happiness _must_ follow after marriage?”
She turned away. “You have no right to ask these questions,” she said
hurriedly. “Mr. Vavasour, I _ask_ you--beg you not to say such things to
me! Why will you do it,” she added imploringly, “when you know how much
it vexes and annoys me?”
He was quieted in a moment; brought for the nonce, by the sight of her
unfeigned distress, to a sense of his misconduct, and said quite humbly:
“I am very sorry; I will not offend you again--never! But at least let
us part friends. We are quite near the people and the tent now. Give me
one moment before you go back to be happy. Only say that you forgive me;
say that you will think kindly of me, and wish me well when I am far
away.”
“I _shall_ think of you--I do wish you well,” she stammered out, not
relaxing her pace, but advancing steadily towards the place where, about
ten minutes before (for her interview with Vavasour, long as it has
taken to relate, had occupied no greater space of time), she had left
that, in her own opinion, important personage, Mrs. Beacham, seated
under the branches of a spreading lime-tree, listening to village
scandal from the lips of a congenial gossip.
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