Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
“I shall be within call if I am required,” he said; and Honor,
understanding his meaning, trembled from head to foot. She longed yet
dreaded to ask her husband what had passed between him and her father.
Her father! The bond was such a sacred one that she could not but cling
in thought, not only with love but reverence, to the being who bore that
relation towards her. Instinctively, too, but grievously, did she blame
herself for ingratitude towards John; for Honor turned with something
like repulsion from the good and trusted friend on whose arm she leant,
and who was saying, as they came uppermost, unstudied words of comfort,
while his own heart was full to overflowing of anxiety and sorrow.
“It’s a bad business, my dear,” he said; “and I don’t see that you can
do any good here. It would be better, it seems to me, if you and mother
were to go in the trap to Gawthorpe. It would be more comfortable for
you to be out of this crowd; and when anything is known, and--settled, I
could come after, and let you know.”
Honor was silent. She was thinking that it would be hard to return home
in such suspense about her father, thinking that it was not for John,
who had been the cause of all her sorrow, to send her away at such a
time as this.
“Well, what are you fretting about, Honey?” John asked, stopping short
and looking earnestly into her pale face. “Is there anything you
wish--anything that I can do?”
“I was feeling,” Honor said in a tone so low that he could hardly catch
the words, “that I should like--if you don’t--object--to remain where my
father is; to remain at least till we know what the doctor says about
his wound.”
“As you like, my dear,” John answered quietly; but there was bitterness
in his heart as the idea crossed his mind that Honor at that moment was
thinking more of her newly-found parent than of him; “as you like: we
will find mother; my head’s growing stupid, I think, with all this
bother; and, Honor”--after a pause, and drawing a long breath--“I think
it’s best, if anything should happen, though I begin to think it ain’t
likely, to--to your father--I think it’s best, my dear, to tell you that
I didn’t strike him unprovoked. The Colonel--it’s an ugly story, and one
that I hardly know how to tell you--boasted, he did, and talked big;
and--but I suppose it ain’t altogether right to go on this way to you
about him: this I must say, though, that I couldn’t stand the heartless,
horrible things he said about--about a poor unhappy girl, who--Honor!”
stopping short in his walk, and grasping both her hands with a force
that was almost painful--“Honor, can’t you understand? I wouldn’t hurt
your feelings, pet--no, not for the world--but--”
“But you do, John,” sobbed Honor, who was growing hysterical, and whose
small unpractised head was becoming bewildered by the force of
contending emotions. “You do--you frighten me--I--”
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