“He had his own troubles, but he was kind to her. It was all misery and
folly—he was married. He wasn’t happy—there were good reasons, I
believe, for that. I know it from letters, I know it from a person who’s
dead. Everyone is dead now—it’s too far off. That’s the only good
thing. He was very kind to me; I remember him, though I didn’t know
then, as a little girl, who he was. He put me with some very good
people—he did what he could for me. I think, later, his wife knew—a lady
who came to see me once after his death. I was a very little girl, but I
remember many things. What he could he did—something that helped me
afterwards, something that helps me now. I think of him with a strange
pity—I _see_ him!” said Mrs. Ryves, with the faint past in her eyes.
“You mustn’t say anything against him,” she added, gently and gravely.
“Never—never; for he has only made it more of a rapture to care for you.”
“You must wait, you must think; we must wait together,” she went on.
“You can’t tell, and you must give me time. Now that you know, it’s all
right; but you had to know. Doesn’t it make us better friends?” asked
Mrs. Ryves, with a tired smile which had the effect of putting the whole
story further and further away. The next moment, however, she added
quickly, as if with the sense that it couldn’t be far enough: “You don’t
know, you can’t judge, you must let it settle. Think of it, think of it;
oh you will, and leave it so. I must have time myself, oh I must! Yes,
you must believe me.”
She turned away from him, and he remained looking at her a moment. “Ah,
how I shall work for you!” he exclaimed.
“You must work for yourself; I’ll help you.” Her eyes had met his eyes
again, and she added, hesitating, thinking: “You had better know,
perhaps, who he was.”
Baron shook his head, smiling confidently. “I don’t care a straw.”
“I do—a little. He was a great man.”
“There must indeed have been some good in him.”
“He was a high celebrity. You’ve often heard of him.”
Baron wondered an instant. “I’ve no doubt you’re a princess!” he said
with a laugh. She made him nervous.
“I’m not ashamed of him. He was Sir Dominick Ferrand.”
Baron saw in her face, in a few seconds, that she had seen something in
his. He knew that he stared, then turned pale; it had the effect of a
powerful shock. He was cold for an instant, as he had just found her,
with the sense of danger, the confused horror of having dealt a blow.
But the blood rushed back to its courses with his still quicker
consciousness of safety, and he could make out, as he recovered his
balance, that his emotion struck her simply as a violent surprise. He
gave a muffled murmur: “Ah, it’s you, my beloved!” which lost itself as
he drew her close and held her long, in the intensity of his embrace and
the wonder of his escape. It took more than a minute for him to say over
to himself often enough, with his hidden face: “Ah, she must never, never
know!”
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