Mrs. Ryves sometimes went out, like Baron himself, with manuscripts under
her arm, and, still more like Baron, she almost always came back with
them. Her vain approaches were to the music-sellers; she tried to
compose—to produce songs that would make a hit. A successful song was an
income, she confided to Peter one of the first times he took Sidney,
blasé and drowsy, back to his mother. It was not on one of these
occasions, but once when he had come in on no better pretext than that of
simply wanting to (she had after all virtually invited him), that she
mentioned how only one song in a thousand was successful and that the
terrible difficulty was in getting the right words. This rightness was
just a vulgar “fluke”—there were lots of words really clever that were of
no use at all. Peter said, laughing, that he supposed any words he
should try to produce would be sure to be too clever; yet only three
weeks after his first encounter with Mrs. Ryves he sat at his delightful
davenport (well aware that he had duties more pressing), trying to string
together rhymes idiotic enough to make his neighbour’s fortune. He was
satisfied of the fineness of her musical gift—it had the touching note.
The touching note was in her person as well.
The davenport was delightful, after six months of its tottering
predecessor, and such a re-enforcement to the young man’s style was not
impaired by his sense of something lawless in the way it had been gained.
He had made the purchase in anticipation of the money he expected from
Mr. Locket, but Mr. Locket’s liberality was to depend on the ingenuity of
his contributor, who now found himself confronted with the consequence of
a frivolous optimism. The fruit of his labour presented, as he stared at
it with his elbows on his desk, an aspect uncompromising and
incorruptible. It seemed to look up at him reproachfully and to say,
with its essential finish: “How could you promise anything so base; how
could you pass your word to mutilate and dishonour me?” The alterations
demanded by Mr. Locket were impossible; the concessions to the platitude
of his conception of the public mind were degrading. The public mind!—as
if the public _had_ a mind, or any principle of perception more
discoverable than the stare of huddled sheep! Peter Baron felt that it
concerned him to determine if he were only not clever enough or if he
were simply not abject enough to rewrite his story. He might in truth
have had less pride if he had had more skill, and more discretion if he
had had more practice. Humility, in the profession of letters, was half
of practice, and resignation was half of success. Poor Peter actually
flushed with pain as he recognised that this was not success, the
production of gelid prose which his editor could do nothing with on the
one side and he himself could do nothing with on the other. The truth
about his luckless tale was now the more bitter from his having managed,
for some days, to taste it as sweet.
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