Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
When Gordon came out there were a few groups standing near the door
talking; others were already moving homeward across the grounds. Not
far off he observed a lusty young countryman, with a frank, winning
face, who appeared to be waiting, while he held a child that had laid
its bright head against his tanned, athletic neck. Gordon approached
him, and said with forced calmness--
"Do you know what was the matter in the church?"
"My wife has gone to see," he replied warmly. "Wait; she'll be here in a
minute. Here she is now."
The comely, Sunday-dressed young wife came up and took the child, who
held out its arms, fondly smiling.
"She hadn't been well, and they didn't want her to sing to-day; but she
begged to sing, and broke down." Saying this, the young mother kissed
her child, and slipping one hand into the great brown hand of her
husband, which closed upon it, turned away with them across the lawn
homeward.
When Sister Dolorosa, who had passed a sleepless, prayerless night,
stood in the organ-loft and looked across the church at the scene of
the Passion, at the shrine of the Virgin, at the white throng of novices
and the dark throng of the Sisters, the common prayer of whom was to be
borne upward by her voice, there came upon her like a burying wave a
consciousness of how changed she was since she had stood there last.
Thus at the moment when Gordon, sitting below, reverently set her far
above him, as one looks up to a statue whose feet are above the level of
his head, she, thinking of what she had been and had now become, seemed
to herself as though fallen from a white pedestal to the miry earth. But
when, to a nature like hers, absolute loyalty to a sinless standard of
character is the only law of happiness itself, every lapse into
transgression is followed by an act of passionate self-chastisement and
by a more passionate outburst of love for the wronged ideal; and
therefore scarce had she begun to sing, and in music to lift up the
prayer she had denied herself in words, before the powers of her body
succumbed, as the strings of an instrument snap under too strenuous a
touch of the musician.
Gordon walked out of the grounds beside the rustic young husband and
wife, who plainly were lovers still.
"The Sister who sang has a beautiful voice," he said.
"None of them can sing like her," replied the wife. "I love her better
than any of the others."
"I tin sing!" cried the little girl, looking at Gordon resentfully, as
though he had denied her that accomplishment.
"But you'll never sing in a convent, missy," cried the father, snatching
her from her mother. "You'll sing for some man till he marries you as
your mother did me. I was going to join the Trappist monks, but my wife
said I was too good a sweetheart to spoil, and she had made up her mind
to have me herself," he added, turning to Gordon with a laugh.
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