Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
He had come up close before the noise of his feet in the stubble drew
her attention. Then she turned and saw him. But certain instincts of
self-preservation act in women with lightning quickness. She did not
recognise him, or give him time to recognise her. She merely turned
again and walked onward at the same pace. But the chrysanthemums were
trembling with the beating of her heart, and her eyes had in them that
listening look with which one awaits the on-coming of danger from
behind.
But he had stopped. His nature was simple and trustful, and he had
expected to renew his acquaintanceship at the point where it had ceased.
When, therefore, she thus reminded him, as indeed she must, that there
was no acquaintanceship between them, and that she regarded herself as
much alone as though he were nowhere in sight, his feelings were
arrested as if frozen by her coldness. Still, it was for this chance
that he had waited all these days. Another would not come; and whatever
he wished to say to her must be said now. A sensitiveness wholly novel
to his nature held him back, but a moment more and he was walking
beside her.
"I hope I do not intrude so very far," he said, in a tone of apology,
but also of wounded self-respect.
It was a difficult choice thus left to her. She could not say "Yes"
without seeming unpardonably rude; she could not say "No" without
seeming to invite his presence. She walked on for a moment, and then,
pausing, turned towards him.
"Is there anything that you wished to ask me in regard to the convent?"
This she said in the sweetest tone of apologetic courtesy, as though in
having thought only of herself at first she had neglected some larger
duty.
If he had feared that he would see traces of physical suffering on her
face, he was mistaken. She had forgotten to draw her veil close, and the
sunlight fell upon its loveliness. Never had she been to him half so
beautiful. Whatever the expression her eyes had worn before he had come
up, in them now rested only inscrutable calmness.
"There is one thing I have wished very much to know," he answered
slowly, his eyes resting on hers. "I was at the church of the convent
last Sunday and heard you sing. They said you were not well. I have
hoped every day to hear that you were better. I have not cared to go
away until I knew this."
Scarcely had he begun when a flush dyed her face, her eyes fell, and she
stood betrayed by the self-consciousness of what her own thoughts had
that day been. One hand absently tore to pieces the blooms of the
chrysanthemums, so that the petals fell down over her dark habit like
snowflakes. But when he finished, she lifted her eyes again.
"I am well now, thank you," she said; and the first smile that he had
ever seen came forth from her soul to her face. But what a smile! It
wrung his heart more than the sight of her tears could have done.
"Then I shall hope to hear you sing again to-morrow," he said quickly,
for she seemed on the point of moving away.
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