Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
But if the history of any human soul could be perfectly known, who would
wish to describe this passage from the dawn of the ideal to the morning
of the real--this transition from life as it is imagined through hopes
and dreams to life as it is known through action and submission? It is
then that within the country of the soul occur events too vast,
melancholy, and irreversible to be compared to anything less than the
downfall of splendid dynasties, or the decay of an august religion. It
is then that there leave us for ever bright, aerial spirits of the
fancy, separation from whom is like grief for the death of the beloved.
The moment of this transition had come in the life of Sister Dolorosa,
and unconsciously she was taking her last look at the gorgeous western
clouds from the hill-tops of her chaste life of dreams.
A flock of frightened doves sped hurtling low over her head, and put an
end to her reverie. Pressing the rosary to her lips, she turned and
walked on towards the convent, not far away. The little footpath across
the fields was well trodden and familiar, running as it did between the
convent and the farmhouse behind her, in which lived old Ezra and Martha
Cross; and as she followed its windings, her thoughts, as is likely to
be true of the thoughts of nuns, came home from the clouds to the
humblest concerns of the earth, and she began to recall certain
incidents of the visit from which she was returning.
The aged pair were well known to the Sisters. Their daughters had been
educated at the convent; and, although these were married and scattered
now, the tie then formed had since become more close through their age
and loneliness. Of late word had come to the Mother Superior that old
Martha was especially ailing, and Sister Dolorosa had several times been
sent on visits of sympathy. For reasons better to be understood later
on, these visits had had upon her the effect of an April shower on a
thirsting rose. Her missions of mercy to the aged couple over, for a
while the white taper of ideal consecration to the Church always burned
in her bosom with clearer, steadier lustre, as though lit afresh from
the Light eternal. But to-day she could not escape the conviction that
these visits were becoming a source of disquietude; for the old couple,
forgetting the restrictions which her vows put upon her very thoughts,
had spoken of things which it was trying for her to hear--love-making,
marriage, and children. In vain had she tried to turn away from the
proffered share in such parental confidences. The old mother had even
read aloud a letter from her eldest son, telling them of his approaching
marriage, and detailing the hope and despair of his wooing. With burning
cheeks and downcast eyes Sister Dolorosa had listened till the close and
then risen and quickly left the house.
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