Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
The recollection of this returned to her now as she pursued her way
along the footpath which descended into the valley; and there came to
her, she knew not whence or why, a piercing sense of her own separation
from all but the Divine love. The cold beauty of unfallen spirituality
which had made her august as she stood on the hill-top died away, and
her face assumed a tenderer, more appealing loveliness, as there crept
over it, like a shadow over snow, that shy melancholy under which those
women dwell who have renounced the great drama of the heart. She
resolved to lay her trouble before the Mother Superior to-night, and ask
that some other Sister be sent hereafter in her stead. And yet this
resolution gave her no peace, but a throb of painful renunciation; and
since she was used to the most scrupulous examination of her
conscience, to detect the least presence of evil, she grew so disturbed
by this state of her heart that she quite forgot the windings of the
pathway along the edge of a field of corn, and was painfully startled
when a wounded bird, lying on the ground a few feet in front of her,
flapped its wings in a struggle to rise. Love and sympathy were the
strongest principles of her nature, and with a little outcry she bent
over and took it up; but scarce had she done so, when, with a final
struggle, it died in her hand. A single drop of blood oozed out and
stood on its burnished breast.
She studied it--delicate throat, silken wings, wounded bosom--in the
helpless way of a woman, unwilling to put it down and leave it, yet more
unwilling to take it away. Many a time, perhaps, she had watched this
very one flying to and fro among its fellows in the convent elms.
Strange that any one should be hunting in these fields, and she looked
quickly this way and that. Then, with a surprised movement of the hands
that caused her to drop the bird at her feet, Sister Dolorosa
discovered, standing half hidden in the edge of the pale yellow corn a
few yards ahead, wearing a hunting-dress, and leaning on the muzzle of
his gun, a young man who was steadfastly regarding her. For an instant
they stood looking each into the other's face, taken so unprepared as to
lose all sense of convention. Their meeting was as unforeseen as another
far overhead, where two white clouds, long shepherded aimlessly and from
opposite directions across the boundless pastures by the unreasoning
winds, touched and melted into one. Then Sister Dolorosa, the first to
regain self-possession, gathered her black veil closely about her face,
and advancing with an easy, rapid step, bowed low with downcast eyes as
she passed him, and hurried on towards the convent.
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