Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"She loves me!" he exclaimed; and, as though registering a vow, he added
aloud, "And nothing--God help me!--nothing shall keep us apart."
Walking to a point of the landscape that commanded a view of the
convent, he remained there while the twilight fell, revolving how he was
to surmount the remaining barriers between them, for these now seemed
hardly more than cobwebs to be brushed aside by his hand; and often,
meanwhile, he looked towards the convent, as one might look longingly
towards some forbidden shrine, which the coming night would enable him
to approach.
VI.
A night for love it was. The great sun at setting had looked with
steadfast eye at the convent standing lonely on its wide landscape, and
had then thrown his final glance across the world towards the east; and
the moon had quickly risen and hung about it the long silvery twilight
of her heavenly watchfulness. The summer, too, which had been moving
southward, now came slowly back, borne on warm airs that fanned the
convent walls and sighed to its chaste lattices with the poetry of dead
flowers and vanished songsters. But sighed in vain. With many a prayer,
with many a cross on pure brow and shoulder and breast, with many a
pious kiss of crucifix, the convent slept. Only some little novice,
lying like a flushed figure of Sleep on a couch of snow, may have
stirred to draw one sigh, as those zephyrs, toying with her warm hair,
broke some earthly dream of too much tenderness. Or they may merely have
cooled the feverish feet of a withered nun, who clasped her dry hands in
ecstasy, as on her cavernous eyes there dawned a vision of the glories
and rewards of Paradise. But no, not all slept. At an open window on the
eastern side of the convent stood the sleepless one looking out into the
largeness of the night like one who is lost in the largeness of her
sorrow.
Across the lawn, a little distance off, stood the church of the convent.
The moonlight rested on it like a smile of peace, the elms blessed it
with tireless arms, and from the zenith of the sky down to the horizon
there rested on outstretched wings, rank above rank and pinion brushing
pinion, a host of white, angelic cloud-shapes, as though guarding the
sacred portal.
But she looked at it with timid yearning. Greater and greater had become
the need to pour into some ear a confession and a prayer for pardon. Her
peace was gone. She had been concealing her heart from the Mother
Superior. She had sinned against her vows. She had impiously offended
the Divine Mother. And to-day, after answering his letter in order that
she might defend her religion, she had acknowledged to her heart that
she loved him. But they would never meet again. To-morrow she would make
a full confession of what had taken place. Beyond that miserable ordeal
she dared not gaze into her own future.
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