Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
one of these that Sister Dolorosa, as has been said, hastened homeward
through the falling twilight.
When she reached the convent, instead of seeking the Mother Superior as
heretofore with news from old Martha, she stole into the shadowy church
and knelt for a long time in wordless prayer--wordless, because no
petition that she could frame appeared inborn and quieting. An
unaccountable remorse gnawed the heart out of language. Her spirit
seemed parched, her will was deadened as by a blow. Trained to the most
rigorous introspection, she entered within herself and penetrated to the
deepest recesses of her mind to ascertain the cause. The bright flame of
her conscience thus employed was like the turning of a sunbeam into a
darkened chamber to reveal the presence of a floating grain of dust.
But nothing could be discovered. It was the undiscovered that rebuked
her as it often rebukes us all--the undiscovered evil that has not yet
linked itself to conscious transgression. At last she rose with a sigh,
and, dejected, left the church.
Later, the Mother Superior, noiselessly entering her room, found her
sitting at the open window, her hands crossed on the sill, her eyes
turned outward into the darkness.
"Child, child," she said hurriedly, "how uneasy you have made me! Why
are you so late returning?"
"I went to the church when I came back, Mother," replied Sister
Dolorosa, in a voice singularly low and composed. "I must have returned
nearly an hour ago."
"But even then it was late."
"Yes, Mother; I stopped on the way back to look at the sunset. The
clouds looked like cathedrals. And then old Martha kept me. You know it
is difficult to get away from old Martha."
The Mother Superior laughed slightly, as though her anxiety had been
removed. She was a woman of commanding presence, with a face full of
dignity and sweetness, but furrowed by lines of difficult resignation.
"Yes; I know," she answered. "Old Martha's tongue is like a terrestrial
globe; the whole world is mapped out on it, and a little movement of it
will show you a continent. How is her rheumatism?"
"She said it was no worse," replied Sister Dolorosa absently.
The Mother Superior laughed again. "Then it must be better. Rheumatism
is always either better or worse."
"Yes, Mother."
This time the tone caught the Mother Superior's ear. "You seem tired.
Was the walk too long?"
"I enjoyed the walk, Mother. I do not feel tired."
They had been sitting on opposite sides of the room. The Mother Superior
now crossed, and, laying her hand softly on Sister Dolorosa's head,
pressed it backward and looked fondly down into the upturned eyes.
"Something troubles you. What has happened?"
There is a tone that goes straight to the heart of women in trouble. If
there are tears hidden, they gather in the eyes. If there is any
confidence to give, it is given then.
A tremor, like that of a child with an unspent sob, passed across Sister
Dolorosa's lips, but her eyes were tearless.
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