Sketches in Lavender, Blue and GreenJerome, Jerome K. (Jerome Klapka)
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Sketches in Lavender, Blue and Green
Jerome, Jerome K. (Jerome Klapka)
Manners and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
And then there rose up before my eyes the face I knew better, the eager
noble face that to merely look upon had been good. We had reached a
small, evil-smelling street, leading from Leicester Square towards
Holborn. I caught him by the shoulders and turned him round with his
back against some church railings. I forget what I said. We are strange
mixtures. I thought of the shy, backward boy I had coached and bullied
at old Fauerberg's, of the laughing handsome lad I had watched grow into
manhood. The very restaurant we had most frequented in his old Oxford
days--where we had poured out our souls to one another, was in this very
street where we were standing. For the moment I felt towards him as
perhaps his mother might have felt; I wanted to scold him and to cry with
him; to shake him and to put my arms about him. I pleaded with him, and
urged him, and called him every name I could put my tongue to. It must
have seemed an odd conversation. A passing policeman, making a not
unnatural mistake, turned his bull's-eye upon us, and advised us sternly
to go home. We laughed, and with that laugh Cyril came back to his own
self, and we walked on to Staple Inn more soberly. He promised me to go
away by the very first train the next morning, and to travel for some
four or five months, and I undertook to make all the necessary
explanations for him.
We both felt better for our talk, and when I wished him good-night at his
door, it was the real Cyril Harjohn whose hand I gripped--the real Cyril,
because the best that is in a man is his real self. If there be any
future for man beyond this world, it is the good that is in him that will
live. The other side of him is of the earth; it is that he will leave
behind him.
He kept his word. In the morning he was gone, and I never saw him again.
I had many letters from him, hopeful at first, full of strong resolves.
He told me he had written to Elspeth, not telling her everything, for
that she would not understand, but so much as would explain; and from her
he had had sweet womanly letters in reply. I feared she might have been
cold and unsympathetic, for often good women, untouched by temptation
themselves, have small tenderness for those who struggle. But her
goodness was something more than a mere passive quantity; she loved him
the better because he had need of her. I believe she would have saved
him from himself, had not fate interfered and taken the matter out of her
hands. Women are capable of big sacrifices; I think this woman would
have been content to lower herself, if by so doing she could have raised
him.
But it was not to be. From India he wrote to me that he was coming home.
I had not met the Fawley woman for some time, and she had gone out of my
mind until one day, chancing upon a theatrical paper, some weeks old, I
read that "Miss Fawley had sailed for Calcutta to fulfil an engagement of
long standing."
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