Drug addicts -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Magicians -- Fiction
My dream of the skull-face was borne over that usually uncrossable
gap that lies between hashish enchantment and humdrum reality. I sat
cross-legged on a mat in Yun Shatu's Temple of Dreams and gathered the
fading forces of my decaying brain to the task of remembering events
and faces.
This last dream was so entirely different from any I had ever had
before, that my waning interest was roused to the point of inquiring as
to its origin. When I first began to experiment with hashish, I sought
to find a physical or psychic basis for the wild flights of illusion
pertaining thereto, but of late I had been content to enjoy without
seeking cause and effect.
Whence this unaccountable sensation of familiarity in regard to that
vision? I took my throbbing head between my hands and laboriously
sought a clue. A living dead man and a girl of rare beauty who had
looked over his shoulder. Then I remembered.
Back in the fog of days and nights which veils a hashish addict's
memory, my money had given out. It seemed years or possibly centuries,
but my stagnant reason told me that it had probably been only a few
days. At any rate, I had presented myself at Yun Shatu's sordid dive
as usual and had been thrown out by the great negro Hassim when it was
learned I had no more money.
My universe crashing to pieces about me, and my nerves humming like
taut piano wires for the vital need that was mine, I crouched in the
gutter and gibbered bestially, till Hassim swaggered out and stilled my
yammerings with a blow that felled me, half stunned.
Then as I presently rose, staggeringly and with no thought save of the
river which flowed with cool murmur so near me--as I rose, a light hand
was laid like the touch of a rose on my arm. I turned with a frightened
start, and stood spell-bound before the vision of loveliness which met
my gaze. Dark eyes limpid with pity surveyed me and the little hand on
my ragged sleeve drew me toward the door of the Dream Temple. I shrank
back, but a low voice, soft and musical, urged me, and filled with a
trust that was strange, I shambled along with my beautiful guide.
At the door Hassim met us, cruel hands lifted and a dark scowl on his
ape-like brow, but as I cowered there, expecting a blow, he halted
before the girl's upraised hand and her word of command which had taken
on an imperious note.
I did not understand what she said, but I saw dimly, as in a fog, that
she gave the black man money, and she led me to a couch where she had
me recline and arranged the cushions as if I were king of Egypt instead
of a ragged, dirty renegade who lived only for hashish. Her slim hand
was cool on my brow for a moment, and then she was gone and Yussef Ali
came bearing the stuff for which my very soul shrieked--and soon I was
wandering again through those strange and exotic countries that only a
hashish slave knows.
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