England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Social aspects -- England -- Fiction
He could still feel the blow, physical, in the pit of his stomach! He
had thought Tietjens was going mad: that he _was_ mad. It had passed.
Tietjens had assumed the mask of his indolent, insolent self. At the
office, but later, he had delivered an extraordinarily forceful--and
quite rude--lecture to Sir Reginald on his reasons for differing from
the official figures of population movements in the western territories.
Sir Reginald had been much impressed. The figures were wanted for a
speech of the Colonial Minister--or an answer to a question--and Sir
Reginald had promised to put Tietjens' views before the great man. That
was the sort of thing to do a young fellow good--because it got kudos
for the office. They had to work on figures provided by the Colonial
Governments, and if they could correct those fellows by sheer brain
work--that scored.
But there sat Tietjens, in his grey tweeds, his legs apart, lumpish,
clumsy, his tallowy, intelligent-looking hands drooping inert between
his legs, his eyes gazing at a coloured photograph of the port of
Boulogne beside the mirror beneath the luggage rack. Blonde,
high-coloured, vacant apparently, you couldn't tell what in the world he
was thinking of. The mathematical theory of waves, very likely, or slips
in some one's article on Arminianism. For, absurd as it seemed,
Macmaster knew that he knew next to nothing of his friend's feelings. As
to them, practically no confidences had passed between them. Just two:
On the night before his starting for his wedding in Paris Tietjens had
said to him:
"Vinny, old fellow, it's a back door way out of it. She's bitched _me_."
And once, rather lately, he had said:
"Damn it! I don't even know if the child's my own!"
This last confidence had shocked Macmaster so irremediably--the child
had been a seven months' child, rather ailing, and Tietjens' clumsy
tenderness towards it had been so marked that, even without this
nightmare, Macmaster had been affected by the sight of them
together--that confidence then had pained Macmaster so frightfully, it
was so appalling, that Macmaster had regarded it almost as an insult. It
was the sort of confidence a man didn't make to his equal, but only to
solicitors, doctors, or the clergy who are not quite men. Or, at any
rate, such confidences are not made between men without appeals for
sympathy, and Tietjens had made no appeal for sympathy. He had just
added sardonically:
"She gives me the benefit of the agreeable doubt. And she's as good as
said as much to Marchant"--Marchant had been Tietjens' old nurse.
Suddenly--and as if in a sort of unconscious losing of his
head--Macmaster remarked:
"You can't say the man wasn't a poet!"
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