Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Southey, Robert, 1774-1843
The love of our own household which surrounds us like the air, and
which seems inevitable as our daily meat and drink, acquires a strange
preciousness when we find that the world can be harsh. The expelled
Westminster boy returned to Bristol, and faithful Aunt Tyler welcomed him
home; Shad did not avert his face, and Phillis looked up at him with her
soft spaniel eyes. But Bristol also had its troubles; the world had been
too strong for the poor linen-draper in Wine Street; he had struggled to
maintain his business, but without success; his fortune was now broken,
and his heart broke with it. In some respects it was well for Southey
that his father’s affairs gave him definite realities to attend to; for,
in the quiet and vacancy of the days in Miss Tyler’s house, his heart
took unusual heats and chills, and even his eager verse-writing could
not allay the excitement nor avert the despondent fit. When Michaelmas
came, Southey went up to Oxford to matriculate; it was intended that he
should enter at Christ Church, but the dean had heard of the escapade at
Westminster; there was a laying of big-wigs together over that adventure,
and the young rebel was rejected; to be received, however, by Balliol
College. But to Southey it mattered little at the time whether he were of
this college or of that; a summons had reached him to hasten to Bristol
that he might follow his father’s body to the grave, and now his thoughts
could not but cling to his mother in her sorrow and her need.
“I left Westminster,” says Southey, “in a perilous state—a heart full of
poetry and feeling, a head full of Rousseau and Werther, and my religious
principles shaken by Gibbon: many circumstances tended to give me a wrong
bias, none to lead me right, except adversity, the wholesomest of all
discipline.” The young republican went up to chambers in Rat Castle—since
departed—near the head of Balliol Grove, prepared to find in Oxford the
seat of pedantry, prejudice, and aristocracy; an airy sense of his own
enlightenment and emancipation possessed him. He has to learn to pay
respect to men “remarkable only for great wigs and little wisdom.” He
finds it “rather disgraceful at the moment when Europe is on fire with
freedom—when man and monarch are contending—to sit and study Euclid
and Hugo Grotius.” Beside the enthusiasm proper in Southey’s nature,
there was at this time an enthusiasm prepense. He had learnt from his
foreign masters the language of hyper-sensibility; his temperament was
nervous and easily wrought upon; his spirit was generous and ardent.
Like other youths with a facile literary talent before finding his true
self, he created a number of artificial selves, who uttered for him
his moralizings and philosophizings, who declaimed for him on liberty,
who dictated long letters of sentimental platitudes, and who built up
dream-fabrics of social and political reforms, chiefly for the pleasure
of seeing how things might look in “the brilliant colours of fancy,
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