Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
She gave it another glance and a shrill laugh burst from her, but the
next instant it broke off and ended in another sound. She fell upon
her knees by the empty chair, her open hands flung outward, her sobs
strangling her.
He stood quite near her, looking down.
"I have not thought of anything but my work," he said. "Why should I?"
* * * * *
The following Sunday night the artist Masson met in going down-stairs
a closely veiled figure coming up. He knew it and spoke.
"What, Natalie?" he said. "You? One might fancy you had been to
church."
"I have been," she returned in a cold voice,--"to the church of the
Americans in the Rue de Berri."
He shrugged his shoulders.
"Has it done you good?" he asked.
"No," she answered, and walked past him, leaving him to look after her
and think the matter over.
She went to her own apartment and locked herself in. Having done so,
she lighted every candle and lamp--flooding the place with a garish
mockery of brightness. She sang as she did it--a gay, shrill air from
some _opera bouffe_. She tore off her dark veil and wrappings. Her
eyes and cheeks flamed as if touched by some unholy fire. She moved
with feverish rapidity here and there--dragging a rich dress from a
trunk, and jewels and laces from their places of safe keeping, and
began to attire herself in them. The simple black robe she had worn to
the chapel lay on the floor. As she moved to and fro she set her feet
upon it again and again, and as she felt it beneath her tread a harsh
smile touched her lips.
"I shall not wear you again," she stopped her song once to say.
In half an hour she had made her toilette. She stood before her glass,
a blaze of color and jewels. For a moment she sang no more. From one
of the rooms below there floated up to her sounds of riotous
merriment.
"_This_ is myself," she said; "_this_ is no other."
She opened her door and ran down the staircase swiftly and lightly.
The founder of the feast whose sounds she had heard was a foolish
young fellow who adored her madly. He was rich, and wicked, and
simple. Because he had heard of her return he had taken an apartment
in the house. She heard his voice above the voices of the rest.
In a moment she had flung open the door of the _salon_ and stood upon
the threshold.
At sight of her there arose a rapturous shout of delight.
"Natalie! Natalie! Welcome!"
But instantaneously it died away. One second she stood there,
brilliant, smiling, defiant. The next, they saw that a mysterious
change had seized upon her. She had become deathly white, and was
waving them from her with a wild gesture.
"I am not coming," she cried, breathlessly. "No! No! No!"
And the next instant they could only gaze at each others'
terror-stricken faces, at the place she had left vacant,--for she was
gone.
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