New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories, American
“You see,” he began, paused, and began again—“You see, if I were alone
it would be one thing. But I’m not—not at all alone,” he added,
evidently gaining confidence.
“Ah!” exclaimed the old lawyer, a sudden gleam of new intelligence
shining in his dull, weary old eyes.
“And how am I to get married, Mr. Maskelyne?”
“The lady does not approve of your—poetic aspirations?”
“Not approve!” cried the young fellow, eagerly; “she has made me promise
that I will give nothing up, that I will refuse all Mr. Bevington has
arranged for me. You can’t tell how inspiring our misery is. And our
courage,—a young Froissart must be our chronicler, sir. We take our
sorrows gladly.”
“And may I ask——”
“Anything, anything,” interrupted the young man, gayly. “I’m sent here
to be talked out of what they may call my folly. You see I can’t be
talked out of it. Don’t that prove that it is no folly?”
“You seem,” said Maskelyne, dryly, “to have settled it between you—you
and she.”
“Settled it! We did not need help about that. It’s the unsettling. There
comes a time when friends are the worst enemies. You know that, Mr.
Maskelyne?”
The old lawyer paused. “Indeed I do,” he said at last, and the sneer
stealing over the outlines of his face slunk away before the look of
regret that came swiftly on. Almost in embarrassment, with nervous hand,
he shuffled the papers on his table.
Far back in the past, when his eyes were not yet dimmed by the dust
blown from law-books, nor his ears deadened by the stridulent clamor of
litigation, before his life had gone in attempts at
“Mastering the lawless science of our law,”
or he had lost himself in
“That codeless myriad of precedent,
That wilderness of single instances;”
when he, too, dwelt in that other-world of the young, forgotten by
everyone but himself, but, although hardly ever remembered, never
forgotten by him—not one grain of its golden sand, not one drop of its
honey-dew, not one tremor of its slightest thrill—then even he had had
his romance. The freshness of the early spring morning, the airy
brightness of his young visitor, himself no bad exponent of the day, the
awe-footed shadow which, with almost unrecognized obtrusion, skirts the
border where the ripened grain fills the field of life and nods to the
ready sickle—was it something of such kind, or was it the simple story
of which he had had such telling intimation, that brought it all up in
memory’s half-tender glow? He, too, had once been in love. He, too, had
written verses to his inamorata. He remembered it all now, with a smile
of mingled pity and contempt. It needed no ransacking of the brain now
to quicken into full view his own “It might have been”—to people once
more the mystic world whose first paradise is rich in the slight
garniture of glances and sighs and smiles and tears. Lost in himself,
the old man forgot his visitor.
“You are very young,” he said at last, absently.
“Twenty-three,” was the answer.
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