New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories, American
“And she?”
“Eighteen.”
It was strange, but he, too, had been twenty-three and she eighteen when
the end came in that glimmering, gleaming past. He remembered, and how
strange the recollection seemed, taking her some flowers and some slight
silver gift—a poor, inexpensive thing; she would let him give no more
because he, too, was in debt—on her birthday. And now, with strange
revulsion, he hardened almost into his habitual self, and grimly thought
that it all was youthful nonsense, and that all such follies were very
much alike. Had he spoken, he would have been guilty of one of those
faults often packed with error, an apothegm—he would have said that we
only become original, even in our folly, as age gives us character.
“We could be so happy with so little,” said the youthful lover.
The old man started. These were his own words many, many years ago; his
very words to his guardian when the final appeal was made by old
Bevington to what he called his better judgment so very, very long ago,
in the dark, stately house upon Second Avenue.
“So very little,” repeated the young man. “I have always said,” he
continued, as pleased with the conceit as if it had never before
glittered in the song of finches of his feather, “that we should have
gold enough in her hair.”
[Illustration: [Woman]]
“And is her hair golden?” asked Maskelyne, and, startled by the sound of
such words dropped from the lips of the distinguished counsel for many a
soulless corporation and many as soulless a man, he added, hurriedly,
“light.” And then the old lawyer remembered that he too, had a lock of
hair that he had not sent back when he returned her letters and her
picture. How bright it was! What had become of it? Where was it? In what
pigeon-hole, what secret drawer? He could not for the moment remember.
He looked out of the window. How bright the sunshine was! How empty the
world! It seemed to build up its vacancy around him as a wall.
“And she, of course, has no money?” he said, turning again.
“None.”
He had been sure of it. He rose and went to the window. The joyful
attributes of the morning were there, but they were no longer joyful to
him. The light fell in the same broad flood, still promising the glory
of summer, the ripened harvest, but there was no promise for him. The
sparrows preluded still the full-voiced singers of the year, when leaves
are heavy with the dust and brooks run dry, but he heard only a quick,
petulant twitter. A sort of dull despondency suddenly settled upon him.
He forgot his visitor, and even time and place. Amid the glimmering
lights and shaking shadows of the past he sought a vision, as at
twilight one seeks in some deserted corridor a statue which would seem
to have so taken into its grain the last rays of the already sunken sun
that the marble glows in the gathering darkness with a radiance not its
own.
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