never do, though,——and I sprinkled a few drops of water on her forehead.
She started and looked round.——I have been in a dream,——she said;——I feel
as if all my strength were in this arm;——give me your hand!——She took my
right hand in her left, which looked soft and white enough, but——Good
Heaven! I believe she will crack my bones! All the nervous power in her
body must have flashed through those muscles; as when a crazy lady snaps
her iron window-bars,——she who could hardly glove herself when in her
common health. Iris turned pale, and the tears came to her eyes;——she
saw she had given pain. Then she trembled, and might have fallen but for
me;——the poor little soul had been in one of those trances that belong to
the spiritual pathology of higher natures, mostly those of women.
To come back to this wondrous book of Iris. Two pages faced each other
which I took for symbolical expressions of two states of mind. On the
left hand, a bright blue sky washed over the page, specked with a
single bird. No trace of earth, but still the winged creature seemed to
be soaring upward and upward. Facing it, one of those black dungeons
such as Piranesi alone of all men has pictured. I am sure she must
have seen those awful prisons of his, out of which the Opium-Eater got
his nightmare vision, described by another as “cemeteries of departed
greatness, where monstrous and forbidden things are crawling and twining
their slimy convolutions among mouldering bones, broken sculpture, and
mutilated inscriptions.” Such a black dungeon faced the page that held
the blue sky and the single bird; at the bottom of it something was
coiled,——what, and whether meant for dead or alive, my eyes could not
make out.
I told you the young girl’s soul was in this book. As I turned over the
last leaves I could not help starting. There were all sorts of faces
among the arabesques which laughed and scowled in the borders that ran
round the pages. They had mostly the outline of childish or womanly or
manly beauty, without very distinct individuality. But at last it seemed
to me that some of them were taking on a look not wholly unfamiliar
to me; there were features that did not seem new.——Can it be so? Was
there ever such innocence in a creature so full of life? She tells her
heart’s secrets as a three-years-old child betrays itself without need
of being questioned! This was no common miss, such as are turned out in
scores from the young-lady-factories, with parchments warranting them
accomplished and virtuous,——in case anybody should question the fact. I
began to understand her;——and what is so charming as to read the secret
of a real _femme incomprise_?——for such there are, though they are not
the ones who think themselves uncomprehended women.
I found these stanzas in the book, among many others. I give them as
characterizing the tone of her sadder moments:
UNDER THE VIOLETS.
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