I confess I did expect to see something that would remind me of the
girl’s little deformed neighbor, if not portraits of him.——There
is a left arm again, though;——no,——that is from the “Fighting
Gladiator,”——the “_Jeune Héros combattant_” of the Louvre;——there is
the broad ring of the shield. From a cast, doubtless. [The separate
casts of the “Gladiator’s” arm look immense; but in its place the limb
looks light, almost slender,——such is the perfection of that miraculous
marble. I never felt as if I touched the life of the old Greeks until
I looked on that statue.]——Here is something very odd, to be sure. An
Eden of all the humped and crooked creatures! What could have been in
her head when she worked out such a fantasy? She has contrived to give
them all beauty or dignity or melancholy grace. A Bactrian camel lying
under a palm. A dromedary flashing up the sands,——spray of the dry
ocean sailed by the “ship of the desert.” A herd of buffaloes, uncouth,
shaggy-maned, heavy in the forehand, light in the hind-quarter. [The
buffalo is the _lion_ of the ruminants.] And there is a Norman horse,
with his huge, rough collar, echoing, as it were, the natural form of
the other beast. And here are twisted serpents; and stately swans, with
answering curves in their bowed necks, as if they had snake’s blood under
their white feathers; and grave, high-shouldered herons, standing on one
foot like cripples, and looking at life round them with the cold stare
of monumental effigies.——A very odd page indeed! Not a creature in it
without a curve or a twist, and not one of them a mean figure to look at.
You can make your own comment; I am fanciful, you know. I believe she is
trying to idealize what we vulgarly call deformity, which she strives to
look at in the light of one of Nature’s eccentric curves, belonging to
her system of beauty, as the hyperbola and parabola belong to the conic
sections, though we cannot see them as symmetrical and entire figures,
like the circle and ellipse. At any rate, I cannot help referring this
paradise of twisted spines to some idea floating in her head connected
with her friend whom Nature has warped in the moulding.——That is nothing
to another transcendental fancy of mine. I believe her soul thinks itself
in his little crooked body at times,——if it does not really get freed
or half freed from her own. Did you ever see a case of catalepsy? You
know what I mean,——transient loss of sense, will, and motion; body and
limbs taking any position in which they are put, as if they belonged to
a lay-figure. She had been talking with him and listening to him one day
when the boarders moved from the table nearly all at once. But she sat
as before, her cheek resting on her hand, her amber eyes wide open and
still. I went to her,——she was breathing as usual, and her heart was
beating naturally enough,——but she did not answer. I bent her arm; it
was as plastic as softened wax, and kept the place I gave it.——This will
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