That night, at about eleven o’clock, I was sent for to see the Little
Gentleman, who was taken suddenly ill. Bridget, the servant, went
before me with a light. The doors were both unfastened, and I found
myself ushered, without hindrance, into the dim light of the mysterious
apartment I had so longed to enter....
The house was deadly still, and the night-wind, blowing through an open
window, struck me as from a field of ice, at the moment I passed back
again into the creaking corridor. As I turned into the common passage, a
white figure, holding a lamp, stood full before me. I thought at first it
was one of those images made to stand in niches and hold a light in their
hands. But the illusion was momentary, and my eyes speedily recovered
from the shock of the bright flame and snowy drapery to see that the
figure was a breathing one. It was Iris, in one of her statue-trances.
She had come down, whether sleeping or waking, I knew not at first,
led by an instinct that told her she was wanted,——or, possibly, having
overheard and interpreted the sound of our movements,——or, it may be,
having learned from the servant that there was trouble which might ask
for a woman’s hand. I sometimes think women have a sixth sense, which
tells them that others, whom they cannot see or hear, are in suffering.
How surely we find them at the bedside of the dying! How strongly does
Nature plead for them, that we should draw our first breath in their
arms, as we sigh away our last upon their faithful breasts!
With white, bare feet, her hair loosely knotted, dressed as the starlight
knew her, and the morning when she rose from slumber, save that she
had twisted a scarf round her long dress, she stood still as a stone
before me, holding in one hand a lighted coil of wax-taper, and in the
other a silver goblet. I held my own lamp close to her, as if she had
been a figure of marble, and she did not stir. There was no breach of
propriety then, to scare the Poor Relation with and breed scandal out
of. She had been “warned in a dream,” doubtless suggested by her waking
knowledge and the sounds which had reached her exalted sense. There was
nothing more natural than that she should have risen and girdled her
waist, and lighted her taper, and found the silver goblet with “_Ex dono
pupillorum_” on it, from which she had taken her milk and possets through
all her childish years, and so gone blindly out to find her place at the
bedside,——a Sister of Charity without the cap and rosary; nay, unknowing
whither her feet were leading her, and with wide, blank eyes seeing
nothing but the vision that beckoned her along.——Well, I must wake her
from her slumber or trance.——I called her name, but she did not heed my
voice.
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