“Have they broken Jennie Brown’s? She doesn’t believe it, nor her
present young man either. I’ve no doubt he thinks her as good as new.”
“I dare say. But such things hurt girls in general, and you professors
ought to see to it, and I want to know why you don’t. But is that all the
news? That’s such a small matter! such an old sort of thing! If I had
come from Hampstead, I would have brought more than that.”
So Bessie rattled on, partly because she loved to talk to this admirable
Professor, but mainly to put off the crisis which she saw was coming.
But it was vain to hope for clemency, or even for much delay, from Aunt
Mercy. Grim, unhappy, peevish as many invalids are, and impelled by a
remorseless conscience, she was not to be diverted from finishing with
Foster the horrid bone which she had commenced to pick with Bessie. You
could see in her face what kind of thoughts and purposes were in her
heart. She was used to quarrelling; or, to speak more strictly, she was
used to entertaining hard feelings towards others; but she had never
learned to express her bitter sentiments frankly. Unable to destroy
them, she had felt herself bound in general not to utter them, and
this non-utterance had grown to be one of her despotic and distressing
“duties.” Nothing could break through her shyness, her reserve, her habit
of silence, but an emotion which amounted to passion; and such an emotion
she was not only unable to conceal, but she was also unable to exhibit
it either nobly or gracefully: it shone all through her, and it made her
seem spiteful.
As she was about to speak, however, a glance at Bessie’s anxious face
checked her. After her painful, severe fashion, she really loved the
girl, and she did not want to load her with any more sorrow than was
strictly necessary. Moreover, the surely worthy thought occurred to her
that Heaven might favor one last effort to convert this wrong-minded
young man into one who could be safely intrusted with the welfare of
her niece and the management of her money. Hailing the suggestion, in
accordance with her usual exaltation of faith, as an indication from the
sublimest of all authority, she entered upon her task with such power as
nature had given her and such sweetness as a shattered nervous system had
left her.
“Mr. Foster, there’s one thing I greatly desire to see,” she began
in a hurried, tremulous tone. “I want you to come out from among the
indifferent, an’ join yourself to _us_. Why don’t you do it? Why don’t
you become a professor?”
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