Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in WomenEllis, Havelock
Science
Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in Women
Ellis, Havelock
Sex; Sex (Psychology)
subject had been known to me, I do not believe that any evil
would have come to me from the practice. At a later period of my
life, say between 21 and 24, I would not indulge the habit for a
considerable interval. At times I did not notice the presence or
lack of desire. But then there would come periods when I would be
under a severe sexual tension. This would be marked by intense
nervousness, an inability to fix my attention upon any one thing,
and a great desire to have intercourse. An act of masturbation at
such a time would generally give relief. However, when I yielded
to this form of relief, there would always follow feelings of
profound self-reproach and of self-repugnance. Had I had
nocturnal emissions they might have relieved me; but, as I have
said before, they very rarely occurred. When, rarely, one did
occur I would be greatly frightened, for I had the old, erroneous
idea that they meant serious weakness and always ascribed them to
my bad habit. That my habit of masturbation had any relation to
the rarity of the involuntary emissions would, of course, be a
matter of pure conjecture. In passing from the discussion of
personal masturbation, I wish to say that my associations with
boys as a pupil and as a teacher lead me to believe that the
practice is practically universal. When discussing the hygienic
evils of prostitution with boy pupils I have noted that, whereas
not infrequently a boy will voluntarily protest that he has never
had intercourse, there has always been a significant silence when
masturbation is mentioned. I have never heard a boy make a
denial, direct or indirect, that he had indulged in the practice.
But it has seldom been a perversion. It has rather been, as in my
own case, an available means of relieving a sexual impulse.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account