Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 4: Sexual Selection In ManEllis, Havelock
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Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 4: Sexual Selection In Man
Ellis, Havelock
Sex; Sex (Psychology)
"About this time I made the acquaintance of three other
prostitutes, who, however, were nice, gentle, quiet girls,
neither vulgar nor mercenary. A night passed with them always
meant to me much more than mere intercourse. They
were--especially two of them--of a sentimental nature, and would
go to sleep in my arms. There was, on my part, not any passion,
but a certain sympathy with them, and pity and affection. I
remained faithful to the first, J.H., until she was kept by a
man, and gave up her gentlemen friends. Then came D.V. She got in
the family way and left London. Last, M.P. She was not pretty,
but a good figure, well dressed, a bright conversationalist, and
an intelligent mind. Her regular price for the night was £5, but
when she got to know one she would take one for less and take
one 'on tick.' She was very sensual. On one occasion, between 11
P.M. and about midday the following day I experienced the orgasm
eleven or twelve times.
"During term time I was often prevented from having women by want
of money and absence from London. I considered myself lucky if I
could have a woman once or twice a month. My allowance was not
large enough to admit of such luxuries; and I was only able to do
what I did by being economical in my general expenditure and
living, and by running up bills for whatever I could get on
credit. I lived in the hopes of picking up 'amateurs' who would
give me what I wanted for the love of it and without payment. My
efforts were not very successful at present, except in the case
of M.S. I considered myself very lucky in having discovered her,
and I should have stuck to her for longer but for the rival
attraction of another. There was, however, no deep sentiment on
either side.
"But in order to preserve a continuity in my account of the
women, I have left out two cases of temporary reversion to
homosexual practices. During the periods when I could not get a
woman I had recourse once more to masturbation. At times I had
'wet dreams' in which boys figured; and my thoughts, in waking
hours, sometimes reverted to memories of my school experiences. I
think, however, that I should have preferred a woman."
The homosexual reversions were as follows:--
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