Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 4: Sexual Selection In ManEllis, Havelock
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Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 4: Sexual Selection In Man
Ellis, Havelock
Sex; Sex (Psychology)
"1. I had arranged to meet a shopgirl one evening, outside the
town. She did not turn up. The meeting place was a railway
bridge. Waiting there too, a few feet from me, was a boy of about
15. He was employed (I afterward found) by a gardener, and was
waiting to meet his brother, who was engaged on the line. I got
into casual conversation with him, and suddenly found myself
wondering whether he ever masturbated. With a feeling, that I can
only describe by calling it an intuition, I moved nearer him, and
asked: 'Do you ever play with yourself?' He did not seem
surprised at the abruptness of my question, and answered 'yes.' I
thereupon touched his penis, and _found he had an erection_! I
suggested retiring to a bench that was near. We sat down. I
masturbated him till he experienced the orgasm; then
intercrurally. I gave him a shilling, and said good night.
"2. During my last summer at the university I took to gardening.
There was a small piece of garden behind the house in which I had
lodgings. My landlady suggested getting a cousin of hers,
employed by a nurseryman, to supply me with plants, etc. He was a
youth of about 16 or 17, tall, dark, not bad favored in looks. I
forget how many times I saw him--not many, perhaps twice or
thrice; but one day, when he came to see me in my room, about
something connected with the garden, I gave him some old clothes
of mine. He was a great deal taller than myself, and I suggested
his trying on the trousers to see if they would fit. I do not
know whether I made this suggestion with any ulterior motive or
whether I had ever before thought of him in connection with any
sexual relations. I only know that once more, as if guided by
instinct, I felt he would not rebuff me, although certainly no
indecent talk had ever taken place between us. I pretended to
help him to pull up the trousers, and let my hand touch his
penis. He did not resist; and I felt his penis for a few seconds.
I then proposed he should come upstairs to my bedroom. No one was
in the house. We went up. He did not at first have an erection. I
asked why. He said 'because you are strange to me.' He then felt
my penis. Eventually we mutually masturbated one another. I gave
him half a crown.
"Some short time afterward he came again to the house. On this
occasion I attempted _fellatio_. I don't think I had at that time
ever heard of such a practice. He said, however, he did not like
it. He masturbated intercrurally. He said he had never done this
before, although he had had girls. (The other boy also told me he
had had girls.)
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