French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
There were no longer two of her now. They were no longer two in one, as
before. A fragment of herself was detached in space like a little
satellite, drawn by gravity about a star, an additional tiny force the
effect of which was immense in the psychic atmosphere. A strange thing
that, in this new couple formed by the segmentation of a being, the
larger should depend more for support upon the smaller than the smaller
upon the larger. Its wailing cry, through its very weakness, was a
source of strength for Annette. Oh, the wealth that comes to us from a
loved one who cannot exist without us! Annette, with her stiffened
breasts, at which the little animal greedily tugged, eagerly poured into
the body of her son the flood of milk and hope with which she was
swollen.
Then began to unroll the first touching cycle of the _vita nuova_, that
discovery of the world, as old as the world, which every mother
experiences again as she bends over the cradle. The tireless watcher
awaiting with beating heart the awakening of her Sleeping Beauty. In his
sapphire eyes, with their violet depths, Annette found herself
reflected--they were so brilliant. What did it see, this gaze, as
indefinite and limitless as the great blue eye of heaven--empty or
profound, one couldn't say which? And what sudden shadows were cast upon
this pure mirror by those clouds of suffering, those invisible furies,
those unknown passions, come heaven knows whence! Was it from her past
or from his future? The face or the reverse of the same medal. . . .
"You are what I have been. I am what you will be. What will you be? What
am I?". . . Annette questioned herself in the eyes of her sphinx. And as
she observed this consciousness rising hourly from the depths, she lived
over again, without realizing it, in this homunculus, the birth of
humanity.
One by one little Marc opened his windows to the world. There began to
pass over the uniform surface of his liquid stare more definite gleams,
like a flock of birds seeking for a place to alight. After a few weeks
the flower of a smile appeared on the living shrub. And then the birds
that had settled there began to chirp. Forgotten was the tragic
nightmare of the first days, forgotten the terror of the unknown earth,
the cries of the being brutally dragged from the maternal shell, cast
naked and bruised into the cruel light. The little man was comforted and
took possession of life. And he found it good. He explored it, touched
and tasted it greedily with his mouth, his eyes, his feet, his hands,
his back. He gloried in his prize, playing in astonishment with the
sounds that emerged from his pipe. One prize more, his voice! He
listened to himself singing. But his singing did not give him more
delight than it gave his mother. Annette was intoxicated by it. This
little stream of a voice made her heart melt. The shrill cries that rose
from the instrument gave her an exquisite pleasure as they pierced her
ear.
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