French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Her intellectual life was no less curtailed than her emotional life. She
scarcely had time to read any longer. She might have suffered from this,
but she did not. Her mind made up the deficiency from its own resources.
She had enough to do to sort and arrange her new discoveries. For during
these first months she discovered a great deal; she discovered
everything. And yet in what respect had things changed? As for work, she
had been very familiar with that--or she had thought she was familiar
with it. And this city, these people were just the same to-day as
yesterday.
Between one day and the next, however, everything had changed. From the
moment she had begun to seek her bread she had made the real discovery.
It had not been love, not even maternity. She carried these things
within her, but her life had expressed only a small portion of herself.
Hardly had she passed into the camp of poverty, however, than she
discovered the world.
The world varies, according as one considers it from above or from
below. Annette was in the street now, between the rows of houses that
stretched away on both sides: she saw the asphalt, the mud, the menace
of the motor-cars and the flood of passers-by. She saw the sky above
(rarely luminous)--when she had the time! The space between vanished:
all that had formed the object of her life hitherto, society,
conversation, theatres, books, the luxury of pleasure and the
intelligence. She knew very well that they were there and she might have
enjoyed them, but she had other things to think about. Watching her
steps, looking out for herself, hurrying. . . . How all these people
ran! . . . From above one saw nothing but the meandering of the river:
it seemed calm, and one did not notice the strength of the current. The
race, the race for bread. . . .
A thousand times Annette had thought of the state in which she found
herself to-day, in the world of toil and poverty. But what she had
thought then bore no resemblance to what she thought now that she was
taking part in it.
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