French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Marcel never asked Annette about her life, but he talked about himself.
This was the best way of finding out what she thought. The comic side of
his love affairs offered a variety of subjects in which he delighted. He
enjoyed making Annette his amused confidante, although she scolded him a
little. He was the first to make fun of himself, as he made fun of
everything; and she laughingly listened to his free confessions, for she
was very tolerant where she herself was not concerned. He understood
this to mean something else, and it gave him pleasure to see this gay
intelligence that was so indulgent to life. He no longer found in her
any trace of the moral pedantry, the intolerance of the young girl who
is rather circumscribed by her virtue. While they exchanged their
ironical reflexions, it occurred to him that it would be charming to
form an attachment with this witty friend, to share with her the
adventure of life. How? In any way she chose. Mistress, wife, as she
wished. He had no prejudices. Just as he had attached no importance to
Annette's "blossoming maternity," so he was not concerned with any
encounters she might have had since then. He would never torment her
with any exacting surveillance; he had no curiosity about her secret
life. Let every one have his own secrets and his share of liberty! He
only asked that in their life together she should be laughing and
intelligent, a good comrade of his interests and pleasures. (And in
pleasure he included everything, intelligence, affection and the rest.)
He thought so well of this that he spoke to her about it one evening in
the library when they had finished their work and the sun, through the
trees of an old garden, was gilding the tawny bindings of the books.
Annette was completely surprised. What, he had come back to that; it was
not finished? "Oh, my friend," she said, "how kind you are! But it can't
be thought of any more."
"Oh, yes, it can be thought of," he said. "Why shouldn't it be?"
"Well, really, why not?" Annette said to herself. "I'm glad to talk to
him, to see him. But, no, it's impossible! It cannot even be discussed."
Franck sat facing her on the other side of the table, his blond beard in
the sunlight. With his two arms on the table, he took Annette's hands
and said, "Think about it for five minutes! . . . There . . . I shall
say nothing. . . . We have known each other for how many years? . . .
Twelve? . . . Fifteen? . . . I don't need to explain myself. Everything
I can say you know."
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