French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
In the morning she severely demanded an explanation from Sylvie. Her son
was involved, and she spoke directly to the point. This time she did not
conceal her disgust and aversion for these dangerous follies, and she
angrily forbade her sister to mix the little boy up in them. Sylvie,
who, at other times, would have replied in the same tone, bowed her head
with an equivocal smile, avoiding Annette's furious look; she did not
feel instinctively sure enough of her revelations to expose them to her
sister's passionate criticism. She would discuss nothing, she promised
nothing; she had a sly, wheedling manner, like that of a scolded cat
that still means to do just what it chooses.
She did not venture, however, to carry Marc off again. But she did
confide to him what she had heard in her séances; and it was very
difficult to prevent their meetings, which Marc distrustfully kept as
secret as his aunt. Sylvie told Marc that Odette spoke of him. It was
this that bound her to the young boy: Odette had bequeathed him to her.
She transmitted messages between the two children. Marc did not really
believe in all this; the critical sense of his grandfather defended him
against these absurdities, but his imagination was stirred. He listened,
interested, repelled. Even while he lent himself to this unwholesome
game, he condemned Sylvie severely; and he extended his condemnation to
women in general. But this atmosphere of the grave was poisonous for a
boy of his age. The horrible buffoonery of life and death gave him a
precocious, haunting obsession. He felt surrounded by an odor of decayed
flesh. He had moments of suffocation; and, as his mind was not yet
strong enough to defend him, his feverish, preadolescent vitality
reacted by taking refuge in his troubled instincts, which roved about
like animals in the night. A redoubtable flock they were! It seems as
if, by a sort of embryogenesis, the psychic organism passes in its
evolution through the whole series of animal forms--has to pass through
the most bestial stages before it reaches the point where they can be
sublimated by intelligence and human will. Fortunately, this return to
our savage origins is brief; it is a procession of spectres, and the
best thing is to stand aside and let them pass as quickly as possible,
doing nothing to arouse their shadowy consciousness. But this hour is
not without its dangers, and the most loving watchfulness cannot protect
the child from them. For this little Macbeth is the only one who sees
the spectres. For the others, those who are closest to him, Banquo's
seat remains empty; they perceive the fresh voice, the pure features of
the child, but they do not see the formidable shadows that pass in the
depths of its limpid eyes. The curious spectator himself hardly sees
them. How can he recognize them, since they issue from a world in which
he was not born, these instincts of possession, violence and even crime?
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