French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
She went to Lucile's house. There was a sound of voices in the
drawing-room. It was her day at home. Annette remembered this just as
she entered the room. It was too late to turn back. The conversation was
animated. A dozen persons, almost all known to Annette. At her
appearance the voices stopped point-blank. Only for a few seconds.
Annette, anxious, but feeling that she was committed to a fight,
entered. With a smile on her lips, without looking to right or left, she
went up to Lucile. Lucile rose, embarrassed. Small and blonde, with
half-open, caressing, gentle and yet shrewd eyes, a tired little smile,
a mouse-like expression and rather prominent teeth, lively, indifferent
to people and ideas while appearing to be devoted to the former and
attached to the latter, she was cautious, weak, and not very frank; she
liked to please; she was anxious not to fall out with anyone and to get
along with everyone. So far as she was concerned, Annette's conduct had
not troubled her at all. Her sharp, inquisitive nose, always on the
alert, was amused by scandal. The adventure struck her as absurd and
would merely have diverted her if, from the worldly point of view, it
had not been embarrassing. When Annette wrote to her that she was coming
back, Lucile had thought, "What bad luck! How am I going to answer her?"
She did not want to hurt Annette. On the other hand, she did not wish to
run the risk of being misjudged. Not being able to think of anything to
say in reply, she had put it off from day to day. She expected to see
Annette, but later (there was no hurry about it!)--when people would not
know about it. This did not prevent her from talking at Annette's
expense and assuming a scandalized air when she was with others.
And now Annette's sudden appearance placed her--("This is too
much!")--under the obligation of making an immediate choice. Lucile was
much more angry with Annette for playing this mean trick on her than for
having had a child. ("Two, if she likes, if she would only leave me
alone!")
With a furious little light in her eyes that was quickly extinguished,
she took the hand that Annette held out to her, answering her smile with
that honeyed smile of her own which Annette knew so well. (No one could
resist its tender seductiveness.) It lasted only for a moment. With all
those eyes flashing about her, with every ear alert, Lucile at once
perceived the irony of the company. Instantly her expression froze;
after a few words of welcome she affectedly resumed the interrupted
conversation, and with an unexpressed understanding everyone began to
talk again.
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