French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
His mother, a proud peasant woman from the slopes of the Jura mountains,
accustomed to struggling with an ungrateful soil that was bitten by a
harsh wind, went out by the day as a washerwoman in the canal and
undertook the roughest work. She was as strong as a Percheron mare,
attacking her work with her four limbs and her iron frame, greedy for
gain, but painstaking, honest, hard on herself and close-fisted; she was
feared and sought after; she had a redoubtable tongue, which she
restrained, and people knew that, through her husband's death, she was
the mistress of many family secrets. She made no use of these, but she
possessed them, and it was more prudent to pay for her services than to
do without them. She had no intellectual scruples and was rigorously
active, rather sombre (for in this race Spain has left its blood), with
a limitless passion of energy which, mingled with Gallic
disillusionment, believes in nothing and yet acts as if salvation or
damnation were awaiting it. She loved nothing but her son. She was
ferocious in her love. She did not conceal from him any of the things
about which she held her tongue with other people; she treated him as a
partner. Ambitious for him alone, she sacrificed herself, and he was
going to sacrifice himself--for whom? For _her_ revenge. (_Hers_? Yes,
her own, that of the son, that of the mother--all the same thing!) No
tenderness, no indulgence--above all, no whimpering. "Go without things!
You will gloat over it later." When he came home from school--heaven
knew by what efforts of work and diplomacy she obtained for him a
scholarship in the town grammar-school, then at the lycée in the
county-town!--when he came home, thrashed and humiliated by the little
bourgeois boys, the fool-hardy heirs of the hidden spite of their
fathers, she said to him, "You will be stronger than they are later.
They will kiss your feet. Rely on yourself! Don't rely on anyone else!"
He did not rely on anyone else, and he soon made it clear that they
would have to reckon with him. She succeeded in clinging to life until
her son's studies were brilliantly finished and he had taken his first
term in medicine in Paris. He was in the midst of an examination when
she had to take to her bed with an inflammation of the chest. She did
not want to disturb him before he had finished. She died without him. In
her rude handwriting, twisted like the claws of the vine in spring, with
all the dots and accents well marked and in their places, she wrote to
him on a blank sheet carefully cut from a letter from her son, who was
reckless with his paper, "I am going. My boy, keep strong. Do not give
way."
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