French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
"Inalienable, yes."
"I know that after having loved and had a child you refused to be the
wife of your child's father. I do not need to know the reasons of your
heart. But I do know that in the face of a cowardly society, you dared
to demand, not the right to enjoy, but the right to suffer, the right to
have a son and bring him up, in your poverty, alone. It was nothing to
have demanded this right, but you have exercised it, all by yourself,
for thirteen years. And knowing, through my own experience, what these
thirteen years mean in suffering and daily effort, I see you before me,
intact, straight, proud, without a trace of wear and tear. You have
escaped two defeats, that of failure and that of bitterness . . . I
myself have not escaped the mark of the latter. . . . I am a connoisseur
of the battle of life. I know what the quality of a character like yours
is worth. That serious smile, those clear eyes, the calm line of the
lids, the loyalty of those hands, that tranquil harmony--and, under it
all, the burning fire, the joyous thrill of the struggle, even if one is
beaten. (It doesn't seem to matter! One goes on fighting . . .) Do you
suppose that a man like myself does not know the value of a woman like
you? Or that, knowing it, he should not be ready for anything to win
it? . . . Rivière, I want you. I need you. Listen! I am not trying to
deceive you. Although I desire your good, I do not want you for your own
good, but for my own. I am not offering you any advantages, only more
ordeals. . . . You don't know about my life. . . . Sit down here beside
me, my beauty of the eyebrows!"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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