French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
In spite of the ardor with which she had applied herself to reading, as
she applied herself to everything, Annette's mind was still pursuing
more than one single thought. The ideas she had come to find in a book,
and that really attracted her, rarely presented themselves without a
procession of images which had very little in common among themselves.
She drove them away; but, as moment followed moment, the indiscreet
images came back and knocked at the door. The most intellectual woman
never completely forgets herself in what she is reading; the current
within her is too strong. Annette interrupted her reading to open the
flood-gate for a moment.
As she thus stopped, casting about her a rather troubled glance, her eye
encountered that of Julien: it was fixed upon her. The image of Julien
seemed to her a part of what was passing through her mind. Then,
suddenly awakening--as when, in the morning, on her pillow, she found
herself all at once in the midst of life--she rose gaily and stretched
out her hand to him across the table.
Julien, who was embarrassed, awkwardly went over and sat down beside
her. They began to talk. Julien said little. He was stunned by this
unexpected pleasure. Annette took everything into her own hands. She was
delighted; a happy past reappeared before her. Julien played a very
minor part in this: he was a mere link in the chain, and as the figures
of the dance unfolded Julien was soon far away. But he thought he still
saw himself in Annette's laughing eyes, and in his confusion he scarcely
knew what he was saying to her in reply. He did his best (the clumsy
soul!) to conceal the admiration she aroused in him. She still seemed
beautiful to him, more beautiful than ever, but closer, more human,
somehow new. . . . In what way? He knew nothing about her; the last
thing he had heard was the death of her father six years before. He
lived a solitary life; the gossip of Paris never reached him. . . . He
asked if Annette was still living in the Boulogne house.
"What, don't you know? It's a long time since I moved away from there.
Yes, they put me out of it."
He did not understand. She hastily explained, with an air of gaiety,
that she had been ruined by her own fault, her indifference to business.
"It was a very good thing!" she added.
And she spoke of other matters. Not a word about her life. She had no
desire to conceal it, but it was no concern of others. If Julien had
insisted, asked some question, she would have replied with the exact
truth. But he asked nothing, he would not have dared. His mind was lost
in this one thought: she was poor, poor like himself. Already the fiery
wind of hope had entered him.
To disguise his feeling he leaned, with a gruff camaraderie, over the
pamphlet she had just laid down.
"What are you reading here?"
He turned the leaves. A scientific review. There was a file of them.
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