French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
"Yes," said Annette, "I am trying to catch up with things. It's not
easy. I have lost ground during these five years; I have to earn my
living, giving lessons, and I haven't the time. I am taking advantage of
Easter. No more lessons. I'm resting. I am trying to make up for lost
time. I am taking double doses, you see. [She pointed to the open
reviews that surrounded her.] I should like to swallow them all. But
it's too much. I can't manage it; I have to learn everything all over
again. Such an immense number of things have happened since I have been
out of the running; they allude to works that I don't know. . . .
Heavens, how quickly things move! But I shall catch up with them again!
I swear I shan't be left behind on the road like a cripple. There are
fine things to be seen out there. I want to see them."
Julien drank in her words. Of all she was saying what remained in his
mind was this: she was earning her living under difficulties, and she
was laughing. She rose in his admiration to a height which the old
Annette had never attained. And she dragged him along with her. For this
joy, which he did not possess, she brought to him.
They went out together. Julien was proud to find himself in the company
of this beautiful woman; he could not get over his surprise that she
should have remembered him so well. In the old days she had hardly
seemed to notice that he existed. And here she was recalling to him
little forgotten events in which he was concerned. She asked about
Julien's mother. He was so touched that his embarrassment vanished;
haltingly, he began to tell her about himself; he was tongue-tied.
Annette listened to him with gentle irony; she would have liked to
prompt him. He was still at the beginning and his assurance was coming
back when she held out her hand to bid him goodbye. He had just time to
ask her if she was going to be at the library again, and he was
overjoyed to hear her say, "to-morrow."
Julien went home in utter confusion. He was ashamed of himself, but
to-morrow he would make up for it. To-day he only wanted to think of the
miracle of this friendship. On her side, Annette, who was submerged in
Sylvie's environment, was pleased to have found again a comrade of her
intellectual years. Not that he was very enlivening--hardly that--but he
was a serious, sympathetic, honest boy. . . . What an icicle!
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