British -- France -- Fiction; Diary fiction; Epistolary fiction; Household employees -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
On one point I’ve made up my mind. No starting for Sainte Véronique
till Susan’s either mended or ended. I’ll wire Dupoirier not to expect
us till Monday. Gibson shall take the telegram to the village at once.
And, if there’s no change for the better before post-time to-night, I’ll
write to Alice and borrow that pale little slip of a French maid of hers
for the time I shall be in Sainte Véronique. Alice said something last
week about sending her back to France for a change. Perhaps I’ll take
Susan too. Or perhaps I’ll let her go to her friends till I come home
again. She’s been too good a girl all these years for me to part with
her just because of what may be no more than a passing slackness and
staleness. Besides, Susan is the only creature I really like to have
about me. She is as wholesome and sweet as country cream and
rosy-cheeked apples.
The word I couldn’t think of has flashed upon me all of a sudden. It’s
a simple enough word and an obvious; and it would have come to me at
once if I had had the grace to remember sooner that Susan, after all, is
a human being.
Susan is merely preoccupied. I ought to have divined it hours ago, if I
hadn’t been so disgustingly devoted to my own right worshipful ease and
comfort. I’ve never thought about it before: but, without doubt,
Susan’s cousins and uncles and aunts are as much to Susan as my own
cousins and uncles and aunts are to me. Indeed, I hope and expect that
they are vastly more. I wonder what is wrong? Is Susan’s cousin going
to be married? Or has her aunt joined the Salvation Army? Or has her
uncle tumbled off a hayrick? Perhaps it’s something far worse. Anyhow,
the poor soul must think me adorably sympathetic when I reward her
admirable reticence by shrewing her for every insignificant lapse. And,
after the loving fidelity with which she has served me and cherished me
so much over and above the best-paid hireling’s duty, she must find me
most consolingly grateful.
I will make her tell me. Probably it is something wherein I can give a
bit of practical help.
_Later_.
I’ve tackled Susan.
She didn’t make it too easy. While she was brushing my hair, I said
abruptly, but quite cordially:
"By the way, Susan, I sha’n’t go to Sainte Véronique to-night. Gibson’s
gone to the village with a telegram. I’ve told Monsieur Dupoirier to
meet me on Monday."
By peeping through my hair I could see Susan’s face in the glass,
although she couldn’t see mine.
"Very well, Miss Gertrude," Susan answered.
She called me "Miss Gertrude" in precisely the tone she has always used
ever since she first came to Traxelby, before Alice was married and when
Grandmamma was still alive; and she went on brushing my hair without a
pause. But I noticed that her cheeks, reflected in the glass, first
paled and then flamed. I flung my hair from my eyes and looked up at
Susan without ado.
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