British -- France -- Fiction; Diary fiction; Epistolary fiction; Household employees -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
"Susan," I said, "you are unhappy about something. You ought to have
told me. Perhaps I could have helped you. In any case I would have been
less exacting in my wants and less sharp in my complaints."
"Thank you, Miss," said Susan unsarcastically and thankfully. But she
only went on brushing my hair.
"You are unhappy?" I asked again.
"Oh, no, Miss, no," Susan answered quickly and warmly. And she brushed
my hair harder than ever.
Looking at her once more in the glass, I saw that she was speaking the
truth. Her face was still the playground of contending emotions, but,
through her pretty, blue eyes, her spirit gazed out radiantly at the
genial tourney. Altogether, Susan looked bewitching. In her country
print, and with her yellow hair and rosy-red cheeks, she was just the
sort of sweet, shy, rustic English beauty to fall head over ears in love
with at first sight. The truth blazed upon me like a flash of
lightning.
It was a few moments before I found my tongue. That some young man or
other should begin to plague my bright-eyed Susan was the most natural
thing in the world; and yet I had no more taken such a thing into my
calculations than I had speculated as to what I should do if a burglar
broke in by night and walked off with my silver combs and brushes. At
last I said, rather lamely and stiffly:
"At any rate, Susan, you’ve got something on your mind."
Susan did not reply.
"What is it?" I asked. "Or rather, who is it?"
Susan’s breath came and went more quickly. But still she did not answer.
I turned over the possibilities in my mind, and then put a question
pointblank.
"Is it Gibson?"
"Oh, no, Miss, not Gibson." Her response was prompt, decisive, almost
reproachful.
"I’m rather sorry," I said. "Gibson’s a thoroughly decent, steady young
fellow, and he will get on. I hope it’s nobody worse than Gibson."
"Oh, no, Miss," said Susan swiftly and softly, "Not worse than Gibson."
As she did not offer the swain’s name, or an account of his person, or
any further information whatsoever, I sat dumb and began to feel a bit
sulky. Apart from my personal loss of the best maid a woman ever had, I
was aggrieved on Susan’s own account. No doubt some small farmer’s son
had turned her silly little head and won her unguarded little heart.
And after the rude delights of a rural courtship, my neat-handed, dainty
pink-and-white Susan would have to settle down for forty years to drudge
among kine and swine and turnips, and, most likely, a pack of lusty and
highly dislikable children. The prospect so revolted me that I decided
to do my whole duty.
"Susan."
"Yes, Miss?"
"Have you told your people--your relations--about all this?"
"No, Miss."
"Why not?"
"There’s only my aunt, Miss," said Susan dutifully, "and she doesn’t
care. I’ve wrote----"
"Written. Not wrote. Say written."
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