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"Yes, Miss. No, Miss; I mean, no. That is, I’ve written the answer,
but I haven’t posted it."
"That’s a good thing. What have you said?"
Susan was silent quite a long time. At length she looked at me
plaintively, and answered:
"I’ve wrote----"
"Written."
"I’ve written two letters and torn them up again. I think the third one
is the best. But somehow, Miss, it doesn’t seem quite right. I’m
wondering, Miss----"
"Yes."
"I’m wondering whether ... if I brought you his letter, Miss...?"
"Of course I will, Susan. If it’s a letter that ought to be answered,
I’ll do whatever I can. Bring it me after lunch."
"Thank you, Miss," said Susan warmly. But her face darkened again as
quickly as it had brightened. I could see that a great doubt or fear
had her in its grip.
It was unkind of me; but I had had enough of the whole business for one
morning. "Finish my hair, Susan," I said; and I sat down again before
the glass.
Susan resumed the work. But she had hardly taken one of my tresses into
her hand before she flung it from her almost madly, and fell on her
knees at my feet.
"Miss Gertrude," she cried. "Promise! Swear before God that you will
not take him away from me!"
I was thunderstruck. But she was still crouched at my side, gripping my
knees.
"Susan," I said sternly, "you are forgetting yourself. Get up. You are
not well. Go to your room. I shall manage my hair somehow. Go to your
room and lie down."
She gripped me fiercelier than before. "Before God, Miss Gertrude," she
repeated. "Promise! Swear! Swear you won’t drive him away."
"Drive" was a more endurable word. Besides, her fear and anguish were so
sincere that my mere dignity shrivelled away like scorched paper in
their blaze. For a second or two it was impossible to be mistress and
maid. We were two women.
"Susan," I said very kindly, "if I must swear anything I will swear
this. Like you, I am fatherless and motherless. And I swear that I
will do my whole duty by you. If I honestly fear that there is misery
lurking for you in this offer of marriage, I’ll work and fight against
it even if you kneel here weeping and praying all day for a year. But
if I can honestly believe that it is for your happiness, there’s nothing
in reason that I won’t do to bring it to pass. Now go to your room."
She has gone.
I must take care not to be dragged into any ridiculous positions. If
Susan were a novelette-reader, it would be a different thing. No doubt a
weekly orgy of sentiment by proxy is generally effective in making the
average young woman immune. But Susan is still a child of nature; and
if this letter-writing suitor is a scoundrel (as I expect he is), the
poor child has some bad hours ahead. I wish most heartily it hadn’t
happened! And to think that by this time to-morrow I was to have been
settled down cosily at Sainte Véronique!
_Two o’clock_.
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